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He’s not stupid. It took him some time — years — but Eddie’s half certain that, should his patience snap one day, should he lean in across the way one night when it’s just the two of them, should he palm at Buck’s jaw to bring his face closer and kiss him on the mouth, Buck would kiss him back. That’s not the problem.
The problem is that Eddie’s gonna ruin it.
He’s ruined every other romantic relationship in his life. If it happens with Buck, Eddie knows neither of them will come back from it.
These days, he’s content with having Buck the way he does now. He may succumb to weakness, sometimes, like he just did in the kitchen, holding Buck like that, but Eddie’s willpower is the stuff of legend. He’s happy with his place in Buck’s life. He can play the part of codependent best friend, dad who stepped up, platonic soulmate.
The main issue here, really, hindsight twenty-twenty and all, is that Eddie really misses being a husband.
or: five times eddie, willing and knowing, acts like buck's husband, and one time he. well. you can guess where this is going.
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04 Jul 2026
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Evan Buckley, who is a junior-year English major, becomes a TA for his English professor; Eddie Diaz. Buck, who has always been the one need reassurance, and Eddie, who has a hard time expressing his feelings- what will happen when one gets attached, and one doesn't want to feel anything for the other?
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A Professor Eddie x Teacher's Assistant Buck fic, AGE GAP IS THE CHERRY ON TOP. (idk how to do summaries, bear w me)
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23 Jun 2026
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Ilya Rozanov has been drafted by Boston, the number one pick overall, but his father doesn't want him moving to America and so takes steps to block his visa. He's going to have to go back to Russia and stay there forever and that, thinks Shane Hollander, is wrong.
It's so wrong that Shane can't stop himself from doing something about it. Even though that something is the most reckless, the only reckless thing he's ever done in his life. He marries Rozanov in secret, to keep him out of Russia and put him on a path to Canadian citizenship.
Shane's got a five-year plan to get him there and when you have a plan nothing can go wrong. Right? Right. When you have a solid plan and a marriage that's on paper only there's no risk of feelings getting involved. Not on Rozanov's part and certainly not on Shane's.
Right???
(or, the story of how Shane Hollander fell in love with his own husband)
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22 Jun 2026
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The bruises mottle Buck’s skin, like paint splattered clumsily on a canvas. Except—the artist behind this, whoever they are, clearly went about it with intent and precision. A curator of hickeys; Buck’s pale thighs like the walls of a gallery. A thriving one, at that. It’s… a lot of marks.
Eddie wonders if it hurts. Well—he knows that part already, at least based on what Buck told him a few minutes ago. So instead, Eddie starts to wonder if it hurt. The procedure behind the photo; the act of being marked up so irrefutably.
Buck reacts to Eddie’s thumbs up message with a thumbs down.
Buck: I just accidentally sexted you dude
Don’t 👍👍👍👍 meOr: Eddie receives an unintended photo. Then he bites some thighs about it.
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20 Jun 2026
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i’m flexible, so just tell me what you like (tantric yoga, baby, namaste) by yrsacd
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25 Feb 2026
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“Uhm, Eddie? What are you doing here?”
Eddie moves out of the pose and opens his eyes just to roll them playfully at Buck. “What does it look like to you? Spoiler alert, I'm not knitting.”
“Yes, I know that,” Buck huffs, crossing his arms. He tries his hardest not to stare at the muscles in Eddie’s legs but, christ, they are distracting. “I mean, what are you doing here, in my backyard? As far as I know you have one of those right behind your own house. Making it your backyard, which has a lot more space than mine does and is, you know, at home for you?”
“I am aware of my own backyard that I have been paying rent for almost a decade now, thanks Buck,” Eddie replies, his tone now definitely teasing.
Okay, rude.
“I didn’t think you’d mind.” Eddie shrugs again while moving into yet another yoga pose, one that Buck has never seen before.
“And I didn’t think you were into yoga,” Buck closes his eyes against the picture of Eddie squatting low and pushing his ass up in the air. “Since when exactly are you into yoga?”
Or the one where Eddie does yoga in Buck's backyard and (accidentally) melts Buck's brain a little while doing so.
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20 Jun 2026