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Buck is definitely not jealous. He just doesn’t like Tommy. He doesn’t like how he fits into Eddie’s life so easily. He doesn’t like how he’s easy and fun and cool and exciting, and Buck is sure Eddie is going to realize it and Buck is going to be replaced and lose everything.
Instead of talking about it, Buck decides that he can be fun too. Then Eddie gets hurt and it’s all his fault. Buck will do anything to be good again so Eddie will forgive him. Even if he hurts himself doing it.
Eddie doesn’t realize until it’s too late that Buck wasn’t just acting out, he was scared. And now he’s dropping hard.
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06 Jun 2026
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Buck wasn't exactly the poster boy for good mental health before Bobby died. After his argument with Eddie, he spirals further and in a way that no one is used to. Quietly.
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01 Feb 2026
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He needed to breathe.
He’d been in enough pain in his life to know that.
So, Buck, taking all the experience of growing up alone and seeking the attention even if came at the price of a broken arm or a skinned knee did what he knew would help.
He exhaled slowly and melted into the table.
“Good boy,” Eddie said and all of Buck’s thoughts went silent as the buzzing that had been under his skin stopped.
Everything stopped.
Everything went still.
And Buck felt real for the first time in such a long time.
Tattoo Artist!Eddie Diaz AU inspired by the tumblr thread about praise kink discovery when getting a tattoo.
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19 Jan 2026
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when you're lost in the universe, don't lose hope by kaleidoscopeskies (desert_moonchild)
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
23 Oct 2023
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As tired as he looked, Eddie had never seen Buck look so soft or in love before. The only other person Buck had ever even remotely looked at like that was Christopher. And that’s when it hit him.
This was Buck’s baby.
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Buck had never felt so alone in his life, in the weeks after he dropped the lawsuit, when he gets a call letting him know he was never going to be alone again.
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30 May 2025
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“You think he took something?” Eddie asked, distracted.
His focus was fixed on the way Buck’s other hand had come up to his face, fingertips trailing softly along his cheekbone, worshipful and unfiltered.
“Pretty,” Buck whispered. “So pretty. Like… like a doll. Or…no. Not a doll. They can be creepy.”
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07 Apr 2025