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  1. Public Bookmark 50

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    Something broke free and rattled loose in Roy Kent’s heart in Amsterdam. He didn’t know what it was, but he could feel it in there, shaking with every breath and hitting against his ribs and poking his chest at night when he was trying to sleep alone in the bed that felt far too big for him. It settled down a bit when he went to fetch Jamie and found him waiting at the door, bright-eyed and eager.

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    23 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 53

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    Jamie makes a move.

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    22 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 28

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    "Colors were a coveted phenomenon in the world. Jamie loved colors. Or he figured he would."

    Roy and Jamie discover they are soulmates, but will they be able to see past their differences in order to see the colorful world they live in.

    With illustrations by Tarttymissk

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    22 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 25

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    “Ruin my life? Jamie, what the hell, how could you possibly ruin my life, I love you more than life itself goddammit, you’re the best thing that’s ever happened to me—”

    “No—no, you don’t understand Roy, it’s not—I’m not—it’s just that I, that you—” Jamie helplessly tries to make his mind work, to bring the words that he needs to say to his mouth, shrinking backwards with every passing second—

    “Then, fucking make me understand Jamie, I mean what, what else could this be about, am I too fucking old for you—”

    “No, no, Roy please, that’s not it—”

    “—am I too anti-social—”

    “—that’s not it at all—”

    “—what, Jamie, what is it that you can’t tell me, that you’re so goddamned scared to say, that’s making you fall apart to the point that you can’t even fucking LOOK AT ME—”

    I’M FUCKING PREGNANT, ROY!

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    22 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 49

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    “You are going, Roy!” Ruth had demanded through the phone, “This bullshit with you and dad has gone on long enough. I want to see you both sit down and share a meal. Together.”

    “I don’t see the fucking point! He doesn’t want me there and I don’t want to go!”

    “Yeah, because the last time you were there, you stabbed the roast chicken right up the arse with your fork and told Dad you wished it was him.”

    “I still do.”

    This Christmas, Roy isn't getting out of dinner with his insufferable parents. Thankfully, Jamie comes up with a brilliant idea during their morning training.

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    21 Jun 2026