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    “But… But why?” “Why what?”
    “Why did you take my hoodie? You hate the Bears.”
    Shane sighed, his whole posture deflating, as if his body was just giving up.
    “Because I missed you.” Shane’s voice broke. Ilya could see a shimmer in his eyes. Was Shane about to cry? What was happening?
    “You missed me? But this is just…”
    “Yes, you made that clear. I want more; you don’t. It’s no big deal. It happens all the time and…”

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    Ilya had made up his mind to end things with Shane to protect his own heart.
    But when he comes to Shane's house, all he finds is evidence of how deeply he's woven into Shane's life already.
    Evidence he can't ignore.

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    30 Jun 2026

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    “He bit you,” Ilya growls. “He fucking cornered you and bit you–”

    “He likes it,” Jarek lisps. His smile is a bloody ruin, but it's triumphant. His eyes are fixed on Shane with a hunger that should revolt him, but instead makes the heat burning inside him flame higher. Makes him want to get on all fours and present. “He's mine now. So fuck off, Rozanov.”

    Shane is bit by an alpha on the ice. An alpha that isn't Ilya.

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    30 Jun 2026

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    "You feel it," Ilya murmurs. It's not a question. His voice has changed—lower, rougher at the edges, something careful stripped away.

    Shane feels it on every movement. Smooth where Ilya's skin is warm. Hard in a different way. Unmistakable, and he knows exactly what it is before his brain has finished the thought.

    The ring.

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    Or: Ilya and Shane’s wedding night. Shane turns out to like their marital rings a little too much, and plenty of pillow talk after.

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    29 Jun 2026

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    Ilya loses his wedding ring and doesn't tell Shane.

    Instead, he tries to handle it himself. This leads to a week of distance, panic, and the fear that he is about to lose much more.

    He watched Shane move out of the kitchen. Words rose in his throat, and he almost blurted out what he needed—I lost it. I can’t find my ring. Help me. 

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    29 Jun 2026

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    The mating run was an event Shane dreaded every year, and when he’s finally forced to participate he decides to simply find somewhere to ride it out, alone. What he doesn’t bank on however, is Ilya Rozanov. And this year the alpha is determined to finally claim what is his.

    After so long being the hunter, Shane is now the hunted - he just doesn’t quite know it yet.

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    29 Jun 2026

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    Like a Record Baby (Will LaPointe): i keep thinking this is some sort of insane dream
    Like a Record Baby (Will LaPointe): but no. we got SHANE HOLLANDER.
    Like a Record Baby (Will LaPointe): because of HOMOPHOBIA!
    Sherlock Holmes (Carter Holmberg): rare homophobia win
    Shane Hollander: Well let’s not go that far.
    El Capitan (Ilya Rozanov): holmberg please refrain from being pro homophobia in the group chat or shane will report you to management

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    Or: Shane's first season on the Ottawa Centaurs, as told through a number of increasingly unhinged texts

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    27 Jun 2026

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    “How much longer?”

    “I don’t know, probably like fifteen minutes?” he can hear Shane shrug through the phone.

    “Hmm. . .” Ilya looks at Shane’s location where he’s watching him inch closer to their house on the map. “Phone says thirteen.”

    “Are you watching my location?” Shane laughs from where he’s talking to Ilya through the screen in his car.

    “Mmm, yes. I’ve been so miserable without my husband. I want you home.” he groans. “Now, preferably.” he adds and Shane huffs a laugh.

    (ie. shane is on the way home from a work trip and talks to ilya the whole way home until they're finally reunited (plus a little glimpse into the future))

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    26 Jun 2026

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    “Alright,” Harris says. “Since Luca brought it up, how well do you know your teammate?”

    “We are married. You know this, yes?” Ilya stresses with a small smile.

    “Exactly.” Harris says with a wink.

    Ilya nudges Shane’s leg with his knee. “Don’t embarrass yourself.”

    (ie. centaurs media day goes off the rails but it also was never on the rails to begin with. feat. public hollanov)

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    26 Jun 2026

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    “Everyone laughed, clearly charmed by Ilya’s retelling of their epic romance.”

    Ilya brings Shane to a team barbecue for the first time. It turns out to be easier than either of them expected.

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    20 Jun 2026

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    To Ilya’s horror, Shane’s big doe eyes are glassy when he drops his hands back to his lap. Ilya’s heart drops to his stomach. 

    “No, no moya lyubov, no sorries.” Ilya straightens up and rushes to stand by Shane’s side. He cannot stand the sight of a teary-eyed Shane Hollander. Ilya cradles Shane’s face in his hands delicately, thumbs brushing over freckles that have darkened beautifully over the course of the past week spent in the sun. “Ya tebya lyublyu, Shane. I love you, yes? It is never chore to take care of you. You are feeling overwhelmed; I want to help. Is my duty as boyfriend, sweetheart.” 

     

    Or: Shane is still riddled with anxiety after coming clean to his parents. Luckily for him, Ilya is dedicated to the art of unraveling Shane Hollander.

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    20 Jun 2026

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    He was a sick man. A perverted freak. What kind of monster got off on hurting someone they were supposed to love? His heart was hammering in his chest, clawing at his lungs, and up his throat just to escape himself. He just needed to see that Shane was okay, the minute he could lay eyes on the other man he’d be pulled back up, and he would be okay again. It was with a shaking fist that he knocked on the door, and he said a silent prayer to his mother that it would be Shane that answered.

    Ilya and Shane play rough and Ilya drops a few hours after Shane leaves. So he risks it all to go to his hotel to seek comfort. Hayden Pike is also there....and he can't quite believe it.

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    20 Jun 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov came to Duke University with a plan: to win a championship, get drafted as the #1 pick in the NBA, then leave Duke and become an NBA Hall of Famer.

    Everything is going according to plan.

    Well. Was. It was going to plan.

    Because he meets Shane Hollander, and suddenly all he can think about is his freckles and how to steal him from his stupid boyfriend, who also happens to be Ilya's teammate.

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    19 Jun 2026

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    "We noticed that tonight's game was a bit rough. Are there any lingering emotions that affected your game tonight?" asks another reporter.

    "I played to the best of my ability, just as I always do. My goal is always to leave personal problems off the ice," Shane replies diplomatically. Then he flashes a sliver of a smirk. "I can't speak for anyone else, though."

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    19 Jun 2026

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    “Come on,” Comeau says. “Are we all just supposed to pretend it's normal that you’re still playing house with Ilya Rozanov?”

    “Gil—” J.J. says, but Shane doesn’t want him to finish that sentence, to pull Comeau gently off the ledge he’s steering himself toward. Shane wants to push him, kicking and screaming, to make them say it to his fucking face. That after all this time, they still hate him for the heinous crime of falling in love.

    “We’ve been married for two years,” Shane says. “I’m not sure that qualifies as playing house. I mean, it’s longer than you were with your first wife, isn’t it?”

    Or: Shane reunites with his former teammates at J.J.'s bachelor party. He's finally ready to say (and maybe punch) his piece.

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    19 Jun 2026

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    “Kendra…” Shane mumbled, his drunken desire goading him to shut the fuck up but every other aspect of his moral compass forcing the words forward anyway. Rozanov paused.

    “Do you want me to stop?”

    “No, but—”

    “Then shut the fuck up, Hollander.”

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    When Ilya Rozanov arrives at the All Star game freshly booed up, Shane Hollander, Scott Hunter, and Carter Vaughn make a bet on whether or not he’s built for fidelity. Unfortunately, there is one person that Ilya Rozanov has never gotten the chance to sleep with and whom he would destroy any number of relationships for just to have the privilege.

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    18 Jun 2026

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    ‘Listen to me carefully. You have two choices.’ Rozanov’s voice is low, dripping with a dangerous calmness. ‘You can look me in the eye and tell me that you want me to leave. If you tell me you don’t want this, you don’t want me, you’re not interested, I will walk out now. You will go to your girlfriend. I will go out and find someone else for tonight, touch them, kiss them, fuck them. I will block your phone number. There will be no more texts. We will not speak again. We will never fuck again. I will move on. I will forget about you.

    ‘Or,’ Rozanov continues, ‘you can accept that this is what you want. What you need. What you are. You will get on your knees and take what I have to give you. You will do as you’re told. You will be a good little slut and beg me for more and let me remind you who you actually belong to. I will fuck you until you cry and you will thank me for it. I will make you come on my cock until you can’t even remember your girlfriend’s fucking name.’

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    18 Jun 2026

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    Shane has a new roommate. His new roommate has an insanely hot Russian boyfriend. Shane can’t help himself.

     

    AU where Shane is on an exchange year at University in London. He lives in University accommodation with a new roommate Ryan. Ilya is Ryan’s boyfriend.

     

    This is my first time writing a fic and this idea came to me. I hope you like it! If you do please leave a comment and let me know. I might write more of this AU!

    I would recommend listening to the song USE ME by Jade. Either while you read or before. It’ll set the scene better!

     I also had to write this on my phone so please forgive me for any formatting or spelling mistakes

    thank you!

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    18 Jun 2026

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    After a disastrous world championship last year, the league has mandated that all participating alphas must take a supplemental suppressant. The suppressant thrasidone acetate, infamously known as Alpha Thrash, is a harsh chemical blocker that suppresses extreme alpha aggression, pheromone strength, and mating cycles.

    Two years after their marriage, Shane and Ilya are selected for Team Canada in the world championships, with Shane as captain. While Shane's only omega stipulation is industrial grade scent blockers, Ilya has to take the mandated Alpha Thrash. There is a very slight possibility of a drug interaction with his antidepressants, but it is so rare that the risk is deemed minimal. Besides, Ilya has taken Thrash before. It will be fine. Probably.

    Or; Ilya has a rare drug interaction that causes a paradoxical side effect; the suppressant causes his suppressants to fail. He goes into rut at 35,000 feet. Trapped in a flying tin can of vomiting hockey players. Shane balances being an omega captain with being an omega husband with an audience of hockey royalty.

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    17 Jun 2026

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    Before ascending the throne, omega Shane Hollander must choose his betrothed, the one with whom he is destined to spend all his springs, but who will also be the father of his children, the one who must leave a mark on his neck. Therefore, it is not a decision to be taken lightly.

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    16 Jun 2026

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    “Shane.”

    “Don’t. Just don’t, please?” He finally looks up at the mirror to see Ilya standing behind him through the reflection.

    He steps a little closer and he can feel the heat of him on his back. He feels the tension through his body slip away as Ilya’s body heat and smell surround him.

    “Did he do that to you?” He finally asks after a moment of silence.

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    Shane loved his simple and domesticated life as an omega, or so he thought. But his husband’s constant work trips had him feeling more lonely than he cared to admit to anyone. What happens when he meets an alpha who makes him feel things his over controlling husband/alpha has never made him feel? Now he has to navigate these confusing feelings for someone who isn't his mate.


    Or: Omega Shane meets Alpha Ilya, except Shane is married. But Ilya is in love and is determined to save him.

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    15 Jun 2026

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