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    After they came out, Shane was ready for people to be weird.

    It was weird with other guys in the league, weird with reporters, weird with angry fans who thought his relationship had tanked their fantasy teams and their sports betting parlays, weird with sponsors and their very enthusiastic pride campaign pitches, weird on all the social media that he avoided like the plague.

    What he hadn't expected was for things to be so fucking weird with other gay people.

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    20 May 2026

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    Shane interacts w various gay people who talk abt weird (derogatory) elements of gay culture (kinsey scale gap, gold star as a concept, parasocial behavior around celebrities, etc) and he doesn't understand or care abt them, standoffish asshole (affectionate) Shane

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    Hanahaki disease is not supposed to happen to actual people, sitting on actual stairwells with sweat cooling on their skin, with an actual game in two days that has a sponsorship contract riding on it. It’s not supposed to happen off-screen, without violins and an audience.
    And it definitely isn’t supposed to happen to the first Asian-Canadian MVP of the National Hockey League.
    Shane curls his fingers slowly around the petal, like if he hides it, if he doesn’t look at it, it might stop being real.

    Or: the one where Shane is one of the lucky few humans in the world predisposed to Hanahaki disease. He copes with it as well as you might expect.

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    07 May 2026

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    Shane pov on hanahaki but surprise they both have it, Amira is cancer patient of Shane’s doctor friend Cheddar who is a big fan of Ilya, different flowers each time

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    Ilya sits down carefully and takes Shane’s hand. “I am going to ask you something, and I want you to try not to freak out, okay? Take a breath, think about it.”
    That sounds… serious.
    “The Centaurs are having a barbeque,” Ilya says. “I would like to go, and I would like you to come with me.”

    Shane meets the Centaurs. As Ilya's close personal friend slash charity partner from Canada.

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    01 May 2026

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    Shane and Ilya go to a Cens bbq as friends, Shane meets them and is surprised by how casual and friendly they all are, Shane decides they can reveal their relationship and everyone is lovely

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    Hayden just wanted to surprise Shane with a guy’s night in. Shane had been flat lately, and he and JJ thought it would be nice to distract him with friendship.
    How they ended up stuck in a fucking closet watching Shane get dicked down harder than anyone in the history of the world has ever been dicked down, Hayden would never quite understand.

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    01 May 2026

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    Hayden and JJ go to Shane’s to ask how he’s doing and see Shane and Ilya fucking, they keep it secret and try to make it clear that they’ll be fine with their relationship so Shane can tell them, vignettes of them trying to make Shane aware they’ll support him

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    "You will bend for me many times, I think, before this production is over."

    Shane means to say no. He means to tell Ilya Rozanov—arrogant Bolshoi principal dancer and professional pain in his ass—to fuck off and stop moving set pieces without permission. Instead, he ends up on his knees in a dressing room, which is definitely not how the Royal Winnipeg Ballet’s stage manager is supposed to handle conflict resolution.

    Three weeks until opening night. One impossible rivalry. And absolutely no way this ends well.

    or: Ilya comes to Winnipeg for The Nutcracker. Shane tries very hard to hate him. The mind-blowing hate-sex doesn’t help.

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    30 Apr 2026

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    stage manager Shane and principal Ilya, nutcracker production that swaps sweets cultures w better ones for the region and not being appropriative, Yekaterina collects butterscotch