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Bobby would like the record to state that he did not intend to be this much of an asshole about it. Quite frankly, it had been an unforeseeable turn of events completely out of his control as long as you ignored the fact he had done it on purpose and enjoyed every second of it. Because Bobby Nash was not a spiteful man. He could, however, be a very petty one.
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The Buckley parents happen to be in town around Buck’s birthday, and they let something slip about his non-existent baby box. Bobby decides to do something about it.
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18 Jun 2026
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Without waiting for a reaction or reply, the man bore down on the gas and peeled down the highway, leaving Buck stranded in the middle of nowhere somewhere along Interstate 10.
And as Buck watched the red brake lights of his Jeep disappear into the distance, clutching his prescription of blood thinners tightly to his chest... there was really only one thing left to do. Tilting his head back until he was staring at the stars, he took a deep breath and screamed into the night:
“Fuck!”
And much like every other one of his recent cries for help, it had gone unanswered.
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Buck gets carjacked, held at gunpoint, and stranded in Arizona the day before his first shift post-lawsuit. And that's only the beginning of his troubles.
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18 Jun 2026
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“He doesn’t sleep.” The sentence ripped out of Buck before he could stop it. Tears threatened to spill as he brought his hand up, waving it around like it could solve all his problems. Admitting to his failure made him feel like a monster. “We’ve tried melatonin, tea, extra bedtime stories, exercising— Nothing works. Nothing works and Eddie, I am so fucking tired.”
Pathetic. He was pathetic. Almost every new parent went through a phase where their kid barely slept. Everyone else could handle it, including Maddie and Chim, so why couldn’t he? How did they push through feeling so beyond sick, that left and right and up and down all looked the same?
Earlier, he swore he saw the version of Daniel he saw in his coma dream lurking behind him. Did they see ghosts too?
A soft thumb ran over his cheek. Buck couldn’t stop himself from leaning into it.
“Baby,” Eddie whispered, soft and oh-so-concerned. In no universe did Buck deserve him. “Why didn’t you tell me?”
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Or the one where Theo has kept Buck awake for four days straight, and Eddie won't let him fall any further.
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- Part 14 of Buck + Eddie
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15 Jun 2026
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You Can Start A Family (Who Will Always Show You Love) by beinglovedbyme
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14 Mar 2025
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“Have you ever thought about changing your name?”
The room goes silent again. Ravi’s not too sure what compelled him to say that exactly, except the fact that there’s probably a carbon monoxide leak in the firehouse that only affects him. Symptom of concern: foot-in-mouth syndrome.
Buck blinks, finally looking at him. “What?”
Ravi shrugs. “If you don’t like your name, what’s stopping you from changing it? My sister did it. She didn’t have any other reason than not liking it.”
Huh. If he’s being honest, Buck hadn’t thought of that. He figured people only legally change their names for pressing reasons like getting married or going into witness protection, not because they want to. “I… I guess I could? Although Buck Buckley sounds kinda weird.”
A look of serious contemplation crosses Eddie’s face, a mix of doubt, hope, and something dangerously close to love. Buck doesn’t notice, too caught up in pondering his new idea, but everyone else can see it. That’s why no one is surprised when Eddie speaks up quietly, one hand sliding to Buck’s shoulder again, and says, “What about Buck Diaz?”
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OR: Chimney trying to pick a baby name leads to Buck officially becoming a Diaz.- Language:
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14 Jun 2026
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"What the hell are you doing, Buck?! You could have been killed!" Eddie roared, his voice cracking with the sheer terror of almost losing him. He gripped Buck's shoulders, shaking him slightly to force him to look at him. "Look at me! What is wrong with you?!"
But the anger died instantly in Eddie’s throat.
Buck wasn't fighting back or apologising. Instead, his head rolled back slightly, his blue eyes glassy, unfocused, and swimming with a terrifying vacancy. His lips were trembling, and as Eddie watched, a low, broken whimper escaped Buck's throat—a soft sound of absolute distress that an Omega should never make in the middle of a chaotic environment.
Buck let Tommy be his heat partner. Something went really, really wrong.
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- Part 3 of Sunny's Alpha!Eddie/Omega!Buck Week 2026
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14 Jun 2026
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“What a conundrum,” Chim says. “Wherever will you find an alpha you trust? Who wants to be around you all the time, to the point of texting my wife about why your location is turned off. It’s a real mystery.”
Eddie’s vision goes a little black at the edges, and his hearing dissolves into a shrill ringing.
Buck’s voice cuts through the noise. “Eddie?” he asks. “I- what- He wouldn’t-”
“He would,” Eddie says without thinking.
That pit in his stomach feels like it’s grown into a watermelon. They’re all going to think that he only wants to spend a heat with Buck because he’s an omega. Buck’s going to think it—he’s going to look at Eddie, and soon he’s going to be able to scent him, and there won’t be any hiding it. Eddie’s going to ruin everything.
or; buck presents as an omega after new mexico. eddie, with newly realized feelings, offers to help him through his first heat. platonically
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12 Jun 2026
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Buck steps closer again. "Christopher received a tattoo. Onto his face. A big one. I believe it is of the Spiderman."
"A tattoo of—"
Eddie cuts himself off, thinking back to exactly what Chris had been doing at school today. And then promptly bursts into loud laughter, lurching forward slightly with the intensity of the sound.
Buck makes a surprised noise, something sharper than a human can, like tinkling glass, and startles back slightly. "Eddie tattoos are dangerous for young humans! I researched! Why are you laughing?"
"It's not—" Eddie cuts himself off, laughing harder, and stumbles forward to grab Buck's shoulder, over the fabric of his shirt. "It's not a tattoo, Buck. It's face paint."
Alien!Buck learns about washable paint. Him and Eddie explore watercolors.
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12 Jun 2026
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When he was 26, Buck had his first genuinely transformative relationship. She was smart, kind and more mature than him. She looked at him and it made him feel like maybe he mattered.
When she told him she needed to go find herself, he promised to wait.He waited for months, living like a ghost in her abandoned home, before finally walking away, humiliated and abandoned, finally realising the love he'd felt had been one-sided.
All of this to say, Evan Buckley had never been good at knowing when to let go of things.
So when Eddie Diaz told him on a chilly Friday afternoon that he had put his house on the market and started packing, Buck told himself that this time, he wasn't going to cling to someone trying to leave him behind. This time, Buck would understand what rejection looked like, and he would let someone he loved walk away with dignity.
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Eddie moves to El Paso a month before Christmas. Buck goes a little bit insane about it.
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12 Jun 2026
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Buck is silent on the other side of the curtain. Eddie wonders if maybe he’s given up, if there was enough bite in Eddie’s words to send him the other direction. He takes a trembling breath and watches water where it’s beaded on his lips and nose and lashes before it falls breath-stoked towards the shower floor. Eddie thinks, a little wildly, that this would be the view of the god he prayed to that night in the chapel. The thing that watches everything and answers, that sends the rain and the hurt and the death. The thing his abuela so desperately wanted Eddie to find.
He thought he had when he got that text, in that one breath before the knife. He was so sure he’d figured it out, but water droplets can’t look up, and gods weren’t made to be found.
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Eddie gets a pair of wings that may or may not be terminal.
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11 Jun 2026
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“...My husband here is always talking about coming to this restaurant.” Buck holds his breath while waiting for Eddie’s response.
Eddie blushes immediately, “Yeah, I just love the food…” he says, nodding. Buck’s heart skips. He thinks Eddie will leave it at that, but he adds to the lie, “See, we’re celebrating our wedding anniversary tonight.”
(Or, Buck and Eddie keep referring to each other as husbands, it’s undoubtedly nice… They’re not together, no. It’s a best friend thing.)
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09 Jun 2026
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Buck was fully aware he was being a selfish, territorial lunatic, but as he reached out to grip the lapels of Eddie’s jacket, his Omega instincts took complete control.
He smoothed his hands down Eddie's chest, deliberately dragging his inner wrists—right over his active scent glands—hard against the fabric of the collar. He patted Eddie's shoulders, lingering almost a little too long, making sure a thick, heavy layer of his own sweet, orange blossoms Omega pheromones was thoroughly baked into the threads.
My territory, his brain whispered, a toxic wave of possessive satisfaction washing over him. My Alpha. Good luck getting anyone else near you when you reek of me.
“There,” Buck breathed, his voice a little raspy as he finally stepped back, plastering that tight, ‘supportive best friend’ smile back onto his face. “Perfect. Go get 'em, tiger.”
Eddie dives into the dating pool again. Buck reacts very normally to this.
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- Part 1 of Sunny's Alpha!Eddie/Omega!Buck Week 2026
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09 Jun 2026
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Eddie tells Buck he's moving back to Texas.
And Buck? He plummets.
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A post s08e08 look into how Buck could backslide into his season 1 habits when his best friend leaves him.
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03 Jun 2026
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“I’m still a firefighter,” Eddie says adamantly. “That hasn’t changed.”
“But you have,” Buck counters. “You used to be the one who talked sense into me. You were the guy who made me think twice. But since you got back from Texas, you’re the one being stupid and reckless. Running into fires against orders, diving off fifty foot bridges--”
“You know, you’re such a hypocrite,” Eddie steps forward, jabbing an accusatory finger into Buck’s chest. “You would have done exactly the same thing if I hadn’t done it first.”
OR: Buck confronts Eddie about his recent recklesness.
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02 Jun 2026
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Buck’s had many names that tie him to different moments of his life.
He was Evan Buckley: Reckless, loved only by Maddie, his heart so empty he did anything to fill it.
Then, he became Buck Buckley, the name he usually resides in: Carefully impulsive, heart half full.
He had those two names to go by, one he hated and one he felt at home in. And then, the Diaz family turned the concept of names, of who he could be, on its head. And Buck, never having a family who did nicknames the way they do, Buck could only hold on and try not crumble at the sheer sight of being loved.
(Or: 4 times the Diaz family gives Buck a ridiculous nickname + the 1 time they don't)
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02 Jun 2026
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“This is the most thought that anyone, of all time, ever, has put into adjusting a driver’s seat, Eddie.”
“Buck—”
“I’m serious. That rearview mirror has lived through so many angles and lives in the past six minutes that it’s about to start recounting its first-hand experience on the Titanic.”
Just for that, Eddie reaches up between them and tweaks the mirror again. A ray of sunlight hits it and bounces across Buck’s eyeline. Buck’s face scrunches up as he rushes to shield his forehead with one hand. It does not remind Eddie whatsoever of a small, bashful dog hiding behind its soft paw, because that would be deranged. He twists the mirror back into position.
“The Titanic probably would have gotten us to Nashville better than this truck.”
Buck’s indignant squawk rings out in time with the turnover of the engine as Eddie hits the ignition.
or: Gay Thoughts: A New (Nissan) Frontier
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02 Jun 2026
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Eddie wakes up five years in the future. It turns out five years is all it takes to ruin a friendship and run your life into the ground.
Or, Eddie gets hurt and his apparently now ex-best friend Buck hops on a plane to El Paso. They figure out what the fuck happened together.
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02 Jun 2026
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Oh, alright, cool.
Cool, cool, cool. Neat.
That is a photograph of Eddie Diaz's dick.
It's just there. On the screen. In his hand. In high resolution. His best friend’s dick is in his hand. Well, wait — the photo. The photo of the penis is in his hand. Eddie’s dick isn’t in his hand. That would be absurd.
It’s just a penis. Buck has one of those.
So does Eddie, apparently and it’s… Buck has seen it, absorbed it, and every thought he's ever had has been replaced by a high-pitched tone and the image in front of him, which is — and this is the last coherent observation he'll produce for the foreseeable future —
Big.
Genuinely, impressively big.
Buck closes out of the photo and locks the phone so hard he's surprised it doesn't crack in half.
"Maddie say anything?" Eddie asks.
"Yep," Buck squeaks. Like a mouse. A giant, shocked mouse that has just seen its best friend’s erect dick.
"You okay?"
"Great. Y-yep. So great. I-I'm just really— the sunset was really— it's very— yep."
"It’s yep?"
"Uh-huh. Very yep."
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Stumbling upon your straight best friends' nudes is fine. Buck is fine. Everything is fine.- Language:
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02 Jun 2026
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He knew Bobby was going to want to talk to him about this at some point, and Buck just couldn’t handle that. Couldn’t handle Bobby asking why he did it, if he learned nothing from hearing Bobby’s own story. Couldn’t handle hearing the disappointment in his voice.
So, while he knew he couldn’t avoid Bobby forever, he could surely try.
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9x15, if Bobby were still alive
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01 Jun 2026
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They follow the room numbers down the hallway until the last door on the right. It’s slightly ajar, and when Eddie knocks politely, it opens further.
“Hey,” a cheerful, male voice says. “You guys are early!”
When Eddie spots the source of the voice, he nearly swallows his tongue.
The man is tall, with broad shoulders and huge arms, a sunny smile on his face that looks so genuine Eddie can’t help but smile back. There’s a splash of pink over his one eye, his hair is just the slightest bit curly, and his eyes are startlingly blue. He’s also about 80% legs, and leaning on a cane to walk.
Belatedly, Eddie remembers that he should say something too, not just stare at this guy approaching them.
“Uh,” he starts eloquently. “Sorry. This one was getting impatient at home.”~
Newly arrived to LA, Eddie decides to take his son to parent/child cooking classes. The instructor is so much more than he expected.
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01 Jun 2026
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Eddie doesn’t know a lot of things, apparently.
What he does know, at the very least, is that he’s attracted to Buck. And that’s…sort of normal, if he thinks about it. A lot of people are attracted to Buck! Eddie’s seen the way people of every gender get drawn in by his strength, his kindness, his competence– and when he really thinks about it, is it that weird to be one of them? What, does he think he’s special? Is he too good to have a little thing for his best friend?
It’s gonna be fine. Once he comes to terms with…whatever he is, he’s sure that the hold Buck has on him will loosen its grip and everything will go back to normal. He just has to keep his head on straight—he tries not to snort at the thought—and not fuck this up.
It’s just a crush. Eddie can handle a crush.
Eddie wants Buck so bad it makes him look stupid. This is a problem for everyone involved, except maybe for Buck.
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01 Jun 2026