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    Anything that ever happened or was said between her and her castmates once the cameras started rolling had always been compartmentalized in her brain as simply what it was: Pretend. For entertainment. Irrelevant to her personal relationships with them, save for the very rare mishap that could have crossed someone’s boundaries, which was always promptly addressed and resolved.

    But more and more these past few months, that line started to blur when it came to Amanda.
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    Or when a friendship that had been stuck at 99 for months suddenly goes to a 100 because of something seemingly insignificant.

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    24 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 15

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    “I just…” Amanda laughs softly, embarrassed now. “I don’t know. I love you and sometimes I think my brain short circuits about it.”

    Angela snorts. “You think?”

    Amanda bumps her shoulder gently. “Rude.”

    “You literally soft launched us by accident during Pride Month.”

    Amanda groans, dropping her head onto Angela’s shoulder. “I know.”

    Angela smiles into her hair. “And honestly?” she says quietly. “Fans are always gonna think whatever they want.”

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    23 Jun 2026

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    “That’s— good,” Madelaine says, haltingly, as though unsure how to proceed when not getting met with an argument. Vesper always feels just the tiniest bit triumphant whenever she makes the older girl falter.

    She turns on her seat then, away from her vanity and instead facing the bed in which Vesper is perched on. She looks the other girl up and down, frowning as she mutters, “Twenty one, huh.”

    “So?”

    She scowls, “I cannot believe you’re older than me, even by a technicality.”

    “Because I’m not,” Vesper says easily, “You’ve lived so much more than me — and I’m not calling you old, I’m just stating a fact,” she adds when Madelaine opens her mouth to try and start another argument.

    Maybe Vesper isn't half-human, half-bat. Maybe the Reverand was right and she's always been half-nothing. Maybe she wants more things than she should, and maybe she doesn't have a choice but to deal with that. She just wishes everything wasn't so needlessly complicated.

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    18 Jun 2026

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    “I didn’t keep most of the memories. Other people’s memories. I get flashes of big things, births, deaths. Except about you.”

    Carol feels the confusion slip onto her face. Nervousness creeps up her spine again. “Me?”

    “I know everything that anybody has ever thought about you, Carol. Every memory. Every feeling. Helen. Your ex-girlfriends. Your dentist. It’s like I have a Carol encyclopedia in my head.”

    Carol had thought that she was done experiencing fresh horrors. What a nightmare it is to realize that she is not. “Oh, god.” She says.

    “Oh, god,” Zosia agrees.

    After they manage to break Zosia free of the hive, Zosia and Carol try to navigate the field of landmines that is their relationship.

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    11 Mar 2026

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    Ludmila finds a path back to Marya.

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    24 Dec 2025