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    Dan and Phil broke up in 2017. Today, Phil is a (slutty) gay media personality with a string of unsuccessful relationships and Dan is a (closeted) standup comedian with virtually no friends. The two of them have history — a lot of it. Stalkers, birthdays, suicide attempts and radio shows. Laughter, tears, codepency, growth. Much time has passed since they decided to put an end to all that.

    When Dan’s manager persuades him to go on Phil’s podcast in order to promote his new tour, the both of them reconnect, just as Dan is contemplating a public coming out. Meanwhile, having once again broken up with someone who wasn’t quite the one, Phil is starting to believe he might just not be made for relationships.

    Phil loved him a lot. A lot, a lot. You look nice today. You’re so funny. Let me touch you. Kiss me, fuck me, I love you. These are things he used to hear every day. They would call each other names until one of them ran out of steam and had to say I love you. Fuck. That prickling feeling behind his eyes again.

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    24 Jun 2026

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    2009 Phil and 2026 Phil switch places, leaving 2026 Dan to deal with the fallout. Not only does he have to come to terms with the fact that his partner of 16 years is just gone, he also has to fend off 2009 Phil’s seduction attempts.

    Frustrated, he turns to the internet for help, but he may end up biting off more than he can chew.

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    06 Jun 2026

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    When Hua Cheng lost his omega characteristics upon death, he couldn't have been happier. Indeed, he gleefully kicked them aside like a child trashing a hated calligraphy set. Why mourn something that would only have gotten in the way of helping His Highness?

    Then, one day in Ghost City—Hua Cheng wakes up with cramps.

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    31 May 2026

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    When Xie Lian and Hua Cheng saved Wei Wuxian in the streets, they never knew how much light he would bring into their life.
    But Wei Wuxian’s fate is sealed, Xie Lian and Hua Cheng try to keep Wei Ying safe throughout his many hardships in life. Wars, uprisings, and including keeping him away from a Lan boy.

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    23 May 2026

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    Mu Qing coughs again, and blood splatters the ground. He whimpers when he sees it coat his hands. 

    Thin black marks encroach from his hairline to form designs around his temples. Feng Xin knows he doesn’t have the right to look at them. Not like this, not when they’re showing up involuntarily because Mu Qing is bleeding his strength and life out into the dirt. 

    “You’re so stupid,” Mu Qing says, but his eyes betray the visceral plea as he reaches out. 

    ———

    Feng Xin nearly loses Mu Qing and they have an 800 year old over due realization.

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    23 May 2026

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    It started with Ling Wen, of all people.

    He had been on her palace researching about a specific type of ghost that he had been receiving prayers about, when he noticed her looking.

    Like, really looking.

    And then Pei Ming joined her. They exchanged some words, and then they were both just like. Staring at him.

    Feng Xin didn’t think he wanted to know what the fuck was going on there, so he grabbed the scrolls and walked out. Passing them, though, he thought he heard them saying something like—

    “Damn, where did you stop?”

    “One hundred and seventy eight.”

    “Shit, I only got to thirty two!”

    … what the fuck was going on?

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    23 May 2026

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    “Congratulations. I think that might be the stupidest idea you’ve ever had.” Mu Qing sounds… pissed off, yeah, but not as pissed off as Feng Xin thought he would be. Mostly, he sounds wary. “You want to—to kiss me again?”

    Yes. More than anything.

    Out loud, Feng Xin says, “I just don’t want you holding a bad kiss over my head for the rest of eternity. Are you gonna let me make this up to you or are you gonna be a little bitch about it?”

    --

    Feng Xin accidentally steals Mu Qing’s first kiss. Naturally, the only logical solution is to give him another one. And another. And another. And another. And—

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    15 May 2026

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    Wei Wuxian is spoiled, much more than jiejie's betrothed, Jin Zixuan. The difference between the two is Jin Zixuan is arrogant about it, while Wei Wuxian is oblivious to the boundless extent he can get away with everything he does.

    Jiang Cheng is so thankful Wei Wuxian sees him and jiejie as his family.

    With that, Jiang Cheng can be assured that if Wei Wuxian decides he wants to have the world, he and jiejie will sparingly be safe when his Supreme Ghost King father and Heavenly Martial Emperor father, not to mention his other Ghost King uncle and grandfather, heavenly official uncles and aunts plus wrath level ghost uncles and aunts, would turn heaven and earth upside down just to give him what he wants.

    (or the one where baby Wei Ying is adopted by Hualian)

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    15 May 2026

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    Words echoed in his mind, quiet as the wind pressing over bare skin. They were soft, gentle as sand beneath his feet and warm as the clench of Mu Qing’s body.

     
    It was the smallest prayer Feng Xin had ever heard, but it stabbed into his heart quick as a saber.

     
    I wish you loved me. I wish you loved me, Feng Xin.

     

    Or: Mu Qing and Feng Xin finally discuss feelings, and it goes about as well as you would expect.

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    14 May 2026

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    “Are you-” Feng Xin’s fingers twitched against Mu Qing’s side. He stumbled over his words, but something must have struck him. “Did you just want a fucking hug this whole time?”

    Trapped in a small space together, stuck until help reaches them, Mu Qing is forced to confront the complicated feelings he has toward Feng Xin.

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    06 May 2026

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    Xie Lian hadn’t given up. “It’s alright, though! We’ll just have to find something else for you to be worshipped for!”

    Mu Qing looked at Xie Lian quizzically. “Something else?”

    “Just like how Feng Xin became the God of Pleasure by a misunderstanding, you could also find a secondary domain of worship! Something that ghosts need or want...”

    “Like what?”

    Xie Lian cleared his throat lightly before he suggested, “How about becoming a God of Style?”

    After losing one too many spars, Mu Qing finds out that—due to new worshippers of Ju Yang in Ghost City—Feng Xin's divine power had become ever-so-slightly stronger than Mu Qing's. Mu Qing's solution? Build a following in Ghost City, too: bigger and better than Feng Xin's. The issue? Ghosts don't care for martial arts or war at all! Mu Qing would have to find something else to be worshipped for.

    Thus begins Mu Qing's life as Xuan Zhen: the God of Beauty.

    Feng Xin thinks he might die.

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    03 May 2026

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    The problem with Crimson Rain was that there were too many rumors and not enough facts.

    (This is not a sequel. First fic in series is for MDZS)

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    03 May 2026

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    Shane doesn't quite remember when he became Hollander. Somewhere between mites and middle school, people started to refer to him by his last name. But he vividly remembers the moment he realized he was Shane Hollander now. Teenage hockey phenom, someone to look up to. A brand. What he didn't realize then was how being Shane Hollander would make his world seem smaller. There are so many things Shane Hollander can't do.

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    Shane is a good son who visits his parents on weekends. Shane Hollander is a professional athlete with a clean reputation. Hollander is a little freak who wants to get railed until he forgets he even has a name. And never the twain shall meet. So why the fuck is Rozanov calling him Shane now?

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    19 Apr 2026

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    The first time Hayden asks himself if Shane Hollander is gay, he’s drunk and stupid, and it isn’t even about Shane. He’s just being maudlin, the buzz of mid-shelf tequila turned sour after he stopped a girl getting too handsy with him on the dancefloor. She’d looked at him like he was crazy.

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    Five times Hayden asks himself if Shane is gay and one time it's pretty fucking obvious. Because he walks in on them.

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    21 Mar 2026

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    Some nights, alone in another anonymous hotel room, Shane scrolls through old photos on his phone. His face rounder. His smile easier. He tries to remember what it felt like not to think about food at all. The memory feels fuzzy, distant, like something that happened to a different version of him. He wonders—briefly, dangerously—if Ilya would notice if he got worse. Not better. Not “healthier.” Worse.

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    16 Mar 2026

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    Some things, once spoken, cannot be undone. David Hollander is sure he taught his son that. But when Ilya Rozanov and David have been getting along better than well, and Shane unwittingly fractures their efforts, leaving Ilya heavy under a loneliness the boy cannot quite name, David doesn't understand where he went wrong.

    Set between Book 2: Heated Rivalry and Book 6: Game Changers.

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    09 Mar 2026

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    Ilya was Ilya, he was never going to be anything else, but he was never quite the same as that night in Vegas. And Shane… Shane was starting to crave it. It didn’t help that in the weeks or months between hookups, he kept watching videos, and his mind kept unhelpfully mixing reality and fiction in this strange, dreamlike swirl and it was slowly driving him insane.

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    After Ilya wins the MVP Award and what happens in the Las Vegas hotel room, Shane works up the courage to ask Ilya if they can try more BDSM.

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    06 Mar 2026

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    Snapshots of Shane and Ilya discovering their D/s dynamic in the moments they have together.

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    05 Mar 2026

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    After Vegas, Shane decided that to get over Rozanov, he needed to get under someone new. That decision ends up costing him more than he could have ever known.

    After Vegas, Ilya decided that getting over Hollander was a useless task, and saying fuck it and jumping all in was the way to go. That decision ends up costing him more than he could have ever known.

     

    NOTE: None of the Rape/Non-Con is between Shane & Ilya

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    04 Mar 2026

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    Ilya locked his arm around Shane’s throat and drew him up onto his knees. The hold was snug, a real headlock, the kind that would make most men tap out. Shane didn’t tap out, but he stayed very still. His pulse galloped against the juncture of Ilya’s elbow, powerfully enough that Ilya could feel its insistent throbbing. Everything in the room had been pulled taut—the cord of Ilya’s shoulders, the line of Shane’s back, even the air between them had a rigidity to it. Ilya was breathing heavily, panting open-mouthed against Shane’s sweat-damp temple.

    “I could fuck you like this,” Ilya said. “I could fuck you right now, like this, not let you breathe, not let you come.”

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    03 Mar 2026

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