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Unlike the typical middle-aged, Wall Street type, Nat makes fleeting eye contact with a woman. Young, like her, no more than twenty-one, the legal requirement to get into Yellowjackets, Natalie’s club. The benefactor herself is almost doe-like, tall and willowy with long brunette tresses, sun kissed skin and big brown eyes that are zoned in on every inch of Natalie’s snow-white skin, following her movements with a dreamy, knowing sparkle. Natalie can’t tell whether it’s this girl’s first or hundredth time in a strip club, but something inside her stirs at the taller girl’s gaze.
aka stripper au
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23 Jul 2026
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“You can’t tell anyone,” Lottie blurts out once the guilt and shame have settled nicely onto her chest.
Nat scoffs as she reaches the last button on her shirt. “Why?” She knows the answer, but she wants to hear Lottie say it. Maybe it’ll make her realise how fucking stupid she’s being.
“I’m with Laura Lee.”
“Right,” Nat spits out bitterly. “Then why-” she takes a deep breath in before continuing. “What the fuck are you doing Lottie? Why am I here?”
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Toxic Yuri simulator featuring the worst situationship to ever exist (they need so much therapy)
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Lottie/Nat (kind of) enemies to lovers
modern college AU
an absurd amount of smut but also a storyline, you're welcome- Language:
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20 Jul 2026
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Nat Scatorccio develops the world's least convenient crush.
Lottie Matthews develops the world's least convenient wet dreams.
God, presumably, is having a fantastic time.
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the fleabag au where nat accidentally falls in love, lottie commits about seventeen emotional felonies, and absolutely nobody has a good time.
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17 Jul 2026
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an inch away from more than just friends by chasingredballoons
Fandoms: Yellowjackets (TV)
14 Mar 2025
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Nat realises what she’s about to say a second before it comes out, a week’s worth of build-up tumbling out unbidden. “I think I want to try it. You know, with a girl. Just so I can stop fucking wondering. Just so I can finally know.”
Somehow that feels even more exposing than anything else she’s said so far. God. She wants to try it out. Did she really have to word it like that? Like something she can just try on for size and then put back on the rack if she doesn’t like it or it doesn’t fit right? She wonders if Lottie will tell her to fuck off, or grow up, or—
“I could do it.”
Nat blinks. “What?”
“If you want to try a girl,” Lottie says. “If you would rather try with someone you know rather than a total stranger, I’ll do it.”
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- Part 1 of straight girl nat cinematic universe
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22 Jun 2026
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Lottie is shaping her thesis around sacred patterns and unseen forces. At the same time, Natalie begins her Master’s program at Pratt, leaving Lottie alone for long stretches. A perfect storm brews: her deepening immersion in research, the isolating quiet of their home, and the slow pressure of biological maturity until her schizophrenia begins to surface. The line between academic inquiry and delusion grows thin, and then thinner still.
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What if Lottie has the same ideas as she does in the wilderness but she's fortified by a stronger ability to reason it out.
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- Part 2 of By Design
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22 Jun 2026