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    22 Jun 2026

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    After coming out to Rose, Shane decides he doesn't want to lie anymore, even if he isn't sure coming out will mean he gets happily ever after with Ilya. When coming out to the Voyageurs leaves him wondering what his future in Montreal might look like, he lets himself be a little selfish, he lets himself wonder if there might be somewhere else he might be happy. If Montreal wants to get rid of a generational player, he's not about to stop them, especially if it means he can get a little closer to joy.

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    Or: Shane Hollander leaves Montreal in search of something better.

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    19 Apr 2026

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    Shrugging one shoulder far more casually than he possibly feels, Ilya says, “I like both. Is secret, okay?”

    “Okay,” Hollander says, voice cracking.

    He doesn’t say anything else. The air’s so heavy around them that it feels like being in the middle of a scrum, the weight and heat of all those bodies pressing down on you. Danger always feels like hockey; it’s the most dangerous thing Ilya knows, except for this. Everything dangerous in his life involves men’s bodies and just how close he can get to them. Closer than he probably should.

    A year after mysteriously dropping out of the 2009 draft, Shane Hollander is signed by the Boston Raiders, right behind Ilya Rozanov. Having the two biggest stars in the league on the same line is great for Boston — but playing alongside their worst rival was never exactly in Shane or Ilya's plans. Especially not when staying away from each other starts to feel just as impossible as getting along.

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    11 Apr 2026

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    Cliff had to approach this correctly, or Ilya was liable to sock him in the jaw and clam up entirely. Subtlety was his friend here.

    And all of that flew immediately out of his head the moment that Ilya opened his front door, looking sweaty and shirtless and mildly pissed off, which was pretty much his standard look.

    “Are you moving to Canada for some fuckboy?” was how the question came out of his mouth instead.

    AKA the time that Cliff Marleau figured almost all of it out

    Now available in Russian!

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    07 Apr 2026

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    Ilya was used to hazing. He had been subjected to it, he had participated in it, and, as a captain, he had stood guard over the rookies and protected them from anything truly harmful. But if he had been asked, Ilya would have approved of this prank. He would have authorized it, given Cliff and Vicky his seal of approval, perhaps even helped orchestrate it.

    Any other day, Ilya might have been happy to play along.

    But, in perfect dramatic irony, it had not happened any other day. It had happened today. And, cherry on top, of course the rookie had to walk in when Shane was already freaking out about Ilya saying his name.

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    A prank-gone-wrong leads to the Boston Bears finding out about Shane and Ilya’s relationship in 2016. The day Ilya first invited Shane into his house. Right after they say each other’s names for the first time. Fuck his life, honestly.

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    06 Apr 2026

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    Summer at the cottage is the first time Shane and Ilya have been able to spend any significant time together. Naturally, it comes with some revelations.

    Or, Five Things Russians Do Not Do, A Detailed Observational Study By Shane Hollander.

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    05 Apr 2026

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    Shane and Ilya's peace is hard-won and devastatingly fragile. A phone call from Russia threatens to bring the whole house of cards down around them.

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    28 Feb 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov, get loved.

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    23 Feb 2026

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    At the 2017 All Star Weekend, Ilya takes fate into his own hands to produce at least one out MLH player by the end of the season. Thus begins his part-time side hustle as community organizer, mastermind, and Commander-in-Chief of the Gay Hockey Army.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    Six months ago, Shane’s intimate conversation and break-up with Rose Landry was recorded and leaked. In those six months, his life had completely upended and everything had changed, for better or for worse. Except for Ilya. He still has Ilya, and he’s beginning to understand that he always will.

    It’s 2018. Shane Hollander has to figure out his new life, in a new city, on a new team, while being out to the world but not by his own choice. Ilya, along for the ride, also has to learn what it means to be connected to a place, to a person, and to his own inner truth.

    (Sequel to “something you can fix,” set post-Heated Rivalry, pre-The Long Game)

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    11 Feb 2026

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    "Anthony was a full-time (surrogate) dad. After the tragic death of his mother, he didn't have a choice.
    For his brothers and sisters to have the same experiences as he had, he had to build a steady household first.
    Most of his siblings fled after they'd become orphans, but he tried the very best for the ones that didn't..
    With Hyacinth being only 9 months old, Gregory a very dependent toddler, Francesca a struggling teen, and Daphne who matured way too soon, he had his hands full.
    So when he was reunited with his childhood rival, he didn't expect her to be the light that he needed."

     

    Kate really was, and not just for him.

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    16 Oct 2022

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    Of the many things Lady Whistledown knows, one by far is most true: there is only one Bridgerton braincell. Do you long for a confusing mess of TV and show canon? Is your favorite trope the one where someone gets someone else’s plot? Is your favorite piece of Bridgerton media the season 2 crack vid?

    Consider this then- how must one Violet Bridgerton feel, the year her six eldest children all became betrothed or married? (Note: This story follows a rotating cast of characters, it's not Violet specific!)

    (Mayfair is in shambles over the arrival of one Lady Whistledown, but her arrival means little compared to the chaos of the Stirlings and Sharmas arriving for the social season, the Thompsons and Cranes descending on Mayfair with hidden secrets and hopeless dreams, and Penelope Featherington’s whirlwind courtship and debut. Only Queen Charlotte seems aware of just how important Whistledown is, as the ladies’ maids, opera singers, and dressmakers certainly aren’t prepared to be wrapped up in one matchmaking Mama’s latest scheme)

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    13 Oct 2022

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    The many people Anthony has been blessed to love and the moments he's most acutely felt that love.

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    18 Apr 2022

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    This excerpt is meant to fall midway through chapter 7 of TSPWL and picks up at the line where Phillip asks Eloise whether there is anything that he can do to keep her sitting still. I was interested in seeing more of Phillip as a botanist, so that is what this passage is about.

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    15 Apr 2022

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    Anthony Bridgerton had a plan to get married. A perfectly good plan.

    Then he met Kate.

    And nothing has been the same since.

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    30 Dec 2021

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    Kate's adept at hiding - in crevices, nooks and crannies, and even within herself.

    It's only fitting that Anthony can always find her.

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    11 Nov 2021

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    Isak and Even's story continued

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    17 Dec 2016

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    But soft.

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    11 Dec 2016

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    28 Nov 2016

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