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"Uh... dude?" Enjin made a loose, unmistakable up and down jacking motion with his hand. "You know. Some 'me time’! Stroke one out. Whatever you wanna call it. How've you been getting rid of it this whole time?"
"I... meditate until it goes away," Zanka mumbled.
Enjin stared at him, appalled. "You what?"
"I told ya, I meditate," Zanka repeated, stubborn. "The Nijiku family doesn't talk about things like this. They say it's a weakness. A distraction. That if you ignore it long enough, it loses power over you. So I just sit with it until it passes."
Enjin ran a hand down his face, horrified. "Kid… you're telling me you've never jerked off? Not once?"
Zanka’s ears burned even brighter. He pulled the sheet higher, looking like he wanted the floor to swallow him. “Nobody taught me.”
Bookmarked by mysunflower
08 Jun 2026
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Another sleepless night but rather than wallowing, Zanka seeks Enjin out and Enjin finds a way to get him to stop thinking.
(they fuck)
Bookmarked by mysunflower
28 May 2026
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Everything in its right place by LacrymosaScribbles for aeviternalflame
Fandoms: Gachiakuta (Anime)
08 Mar 2026
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"Stop." Enjin rasps as he gets up from the bed, reaching out. "Zanka, stop! You’re going to tear the stitches."
"Let them tear!" Zanka snaps, whirling around. He doesn't quite make it, the sudden twist must have hurt because he hisses, doubling over slightly and Enjin is there, a hand at the small of his back, fingers around his wrist. Zanka looks so small like this, half-shrouded in the oversized haori, pale shoulders trembling. "At least then you'd have an actual reason to look at me like I'm falling apart!"
The silence is deafening. For a moment the only sound in the room is Zanka's harsh, uneven breathing, the half growl he makes as he tries to tear away from Enjin's grasp.
"It's not you, kid." Enjin says on an exhale and it feels like shifting the weight of a giant rock upon his shoulders, like his spine nearly breaks from it, too. "It's me. I'm falling apart."
Zanka stops struggling against him.
"And there's no stitches for it."
Or, Zanka's near fatal fight with Jabber forces Enjin to face his feelings.
Bookmarked by mysunflower
20 Apr 2026
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"Can I kiss you, sweetheart?" he asks right against Zanka's ear, breathing heavy. "Let me give you a kiss and take you to bed?"
Zanka doesn't answer. He turns his face to meet Enjin's, yanks him in by his jacket, and kisses him.
It's good, so much better than any of Zanka's daydreams or late night masturbation fantasies. Enjin's mouth is soft and hot against his own, his hands coming up to cradle Zanka's face, twist into his hair. He can feel everything, every nerve ending on fire, and he's going to have to thank Riyo for this somehow when he's sober.
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Riyo thinks that Zanka could stand to loosen up more— Enjin disagrees. Zanka is just along for the ride.Series
- Part 1 of Honey and Tar
Bookmarked by mysunflower
19 Apr 2026
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Tied up in the room by The_blue_cloud for 06me_s
Fandoms: Gachiakuta (Manga), Gachiakuta (Anime)
13 Mar 2026
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Zanka, Tamsy, and Enjin are trapped in an old animal breeding room in an abandoned research lab. Enjin and Tamsy are at an impasse; Enjin is very moralistic, but Tamsy, well, Tamsy has no morals at all. Zanka savors every second.
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Based on a dream I had, and shortly after I saw a prompt on X with the same idea.
Bookmarked by mysunflower
14 Apr 2026