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    No serious hockey fan or sports commentator worth their salt would have considered record-breaking Boston superstar Ilya Rozanov to be Shane Hollander’s rival exactly, but sleeping with a man who had a specific offense-related vendetta against him and a wrist shot like a jet engine to back it up was probably ill-advised just the same.

    Or, Shane is a goalie. Ilya can’t score.

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    26 Jun 2026

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    “sorry, nature”

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    A series of vignettes where Shane reminds everyone that he is ALSO the man in the relationship.

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    23 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    out of pocket euphemisms for bottom in this fic (will keep updated)

    catcher rather than the pitcher
    Socket rather than the plug
    Pen lid rather than the nib
    Sheath rather than the sword
    More the lock than the key
    Toaster more than the toast
    More the tunnel than the train
    More the fuel tank than the pump

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    In 2008, Shane Hollander lost to Ilya Rozanov. Fresh-faced, hungry. Like he’d been living off victory points that were scraps compared to the real thing, compared to beating Rozanov, the first man in the world to make him feel second-best. Back then, he’d thought that was the only thing he felt, too. That the electric pulse jostling between them in the gym some time later was a trick of the mind. It was like seeing sky above for the first time. See you at the draft. Life in that paper body.

    or: Ilya comes back. This is the crux of it.

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    18 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    ilya is a cicada, almost cried

    sometimes all you can do is be there, turn to them, see fully

    its fics like this that make me want to remember ap lit so long ago and map out the inner meanings of a story for fun

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    Shane leaves that Vegas penthouse suite feeling wretched, and like an idiot, and like he never wants to see Ilya Rozanov again.

    Except, well. Then there are zombies.

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    18 Jun 2026

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    1) hilarious, accurate, insane shane
    2) rollerblading hollanov with knife hockey sticks
    3) when the world ends, lifes problems seem a lot smaller compared to love

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    Ilya Rozanov has been drafted by Boston, the number one pick overall, but his father doesn't want him moving to America and so takes steps to block his visa. He's going to have to go back to Russia and stay there forever and that, thinks Shane Hollander, is wrong.

    It's so wrong that Shane can't stop himself from doing something about it. Even though that something is the most reckless, the only reckless thing he's ever done in his life. He marries Rozanov in secret, to keep him out of Russia and put him on a path to Canadian citizenship.

    Shane's got a five-year plan to get him there and when you have a plan nothing can go wrong. Right? Right. When you have a solid plan and a marriage that's on paper only there's no risk of feelings getting involved. Not on Rozanov's part and certainly not on Shane's.

    Right???

    (or, the story of how Shane Hollander fell in love with his own husband)

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    13 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Well written and great fluff+angst+humor
    Last chapter is exactly how every author should welcome June