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    Three things are true about Shane Hollander.

    1. He demands perfection from himself
    2. He was taught early how to carry pressure without breaking.
    3. Sometimes his brain slips backward to survive it.

    After a particularly bad game, Shane starts slipping, something he’s never done in front of anyone else. Somehow, Ilya becomes the perfect place to land.

    Or: Shane copes through age regression and Ilya takes care of him.

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    08 Jul 2026

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    Things like this didn't happen to other people; Shane knew that. He’d been alive long enough to experience the confused glances and exasperated scoffs that always accompanied his discomfort with things other people didn't even notice. He would not fuck this up – not because he couldn't handle the way the sheets touched his skin. The burning of his skin spread to his eyes as his vision blurred. He squeezed his eyes shut and scrubbed his hands over his face. He would not cry.

    The tears fell hot and silent. They pooled at the curve of his jaw and around his chin, puddles of shame and self-contempt. Fucking breathe, he told himself, as he turned the faucet of the shower as far as it could go.

    He stood watching the water pool around his feet and slip down the drain until he heard Ilya stir. At first, he wasn't sure if he had really heard his name.

    “Shane?… Shane?”

    He wanted to yell back, assure Ilya everything was fine, but when he opened his mouth, only a squeak escaped.

    “Moya lyubov?”

    He cleared his throat and tried again: “In here.”

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    06 Jul 2026

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    After seven years in Azkaban, Draco Malfoy is released into a world that has moved on without him. He’s sent to live with his estranged aunt Andromeda and her 8-year-old grandson, Teddy, where he must come to terms with his past of torment and isolation. His fragile peace is shattered when Harry Potter unexpectedly re-enters his life, forcing Draco to confront their fraught history. Worse still, Draco finds himself unable to perform magic, and Harry may be the only one who can help him regain what he thought was lost forever.

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    15 Jun 2026

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    “I’m just—curious,” he swallows thickly, struggling to find the right words. “After we talked the other night, I couldn’t stop thinking about—you know,” he barely realizes his voice is nothing more than a whisper. Jeongguk’s face stays calm and collected, but the redness crawling up his neck is unmistakable. Jimin is glad he’s not the only one affected by this conversation.

    “You’ve been thinking about me fucking you,” he states, matter-of-factly. His voice is huskier this time, jaw clenched. Jimin feels goosebumps crawl up his arms.

    “Don’t say it like that, but—yeah,” he sighs, slumping his shoulders before adding: “and also about coming.” Jimin knows that he couldn’t ask for this from anyone else. Neither would he want to. “Is that weird? It is weird, isn’t it?” Jimin groans. Maybe he should give up and become a priest. Coming doesn’t sound that fun, anyway. “You must think I’m a weirdo.”

    “Are you high?” Jeongguk blurts.

    or,

    Where Jimin doesn't know he's demisexual and is incredibly tired of not getting to come during sex. Luckily for him, his best friend and roommete, Jeongguk, is more than willing to help. And who knows, Jimin might learn a thing or two about himself in the process.

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    10 Jun 2026

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    When Shane was displeased with Ilya, there was a certain intensity in his speech that called to Ilya like a siren song, dragging him to an early grave with its vehemence. His voice would pitch higher, bossy and prissy and so stridently righteous it should be intolerable.

    But Ilya was, for all intents and purposes, a whore. And nothing made him harder than his husband putting him in his place.

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    or, 5 times ilya ragebaits shane because being yelled at by his husband turns him on, +1 time shane realizes he’s doing it on purpose.

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    03 Jun 2026