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  1. Public Bookmark 62

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    Then, Satoru looked at him, really looked at him. His blue eyes traveled down the length of Suguru’s body, lingering near his bare abdomen and stomach and the imprints left behind by his father. Suguru wasn’t naked, but he felt stripped off every layer with the way Satoru’s gaze burned into him.

    Satoru now looked wide awake.
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    In which Suguru suffered abuse from his father, and Satoru found out.

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    15 Jul 2026

  2. Rec 90

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    I had a dream you died.
    I had a dream that I killed you…
    ...That I had to.
    That you made me.
    That you wanted it to be me.

     

    “They’re just dreams, Satoru.”

    “Not to me, they’re not. I know they’re not. I need you to believe me. You’re the only one who ever believes me. ”

    Third year summer sets in humid, suffocating, and unruly. With its renewal, Satoru begins to have repeat dreams of a much darker future than the one he had already planned for himself and his closest companion, Suguru. Dreams so terrifyingly visceral that Satoru can’t help but to think that his Six Eyes may be showing him real visions of the future. One where they crash down. Break apart. Die without each other.

    Suguru feels Satoru pull away the year after Riko so violently, it's like losing a limb. Neither of them know how to move on, but Suguru can't help but to feel like Satoru- the object of his undying loyalty and affection- is hiding something from him. If only Satoru would reach back. Because Suguru needs him too.

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    12 Jul 2026

  3. Rec 81

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    “Be careful around me, Inspector.” Suguru smiles bleakly at him through a curtain of tangled black, and Satoru can track all the places grief has robbed him empty, rendered him a crime scene undiscoverable and unknowable. “Or you might catch an early death too.”

    OR,

    tragedy has a way of following geto suguru around. unfortunately, so does the young new inspector from tokyo.

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    12 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 24

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    “How’s the house?” Suguru asks.
    Satoru’s voice is raw when he replies, “We could use a new couch.”
    “Okay,” Suguru agrees.
    “Maybe- maybe we should also renovate the kitchen,” Satoru suggests before finally pulling his eyes off of the ceiling, falling forward to press his face to Suguru’s shoulder as his body shakes with sobs.

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    02 Jul 2026

  5. Rec 22

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    A confession during sixth year. Sirius tells Remus he won't ask again.

    Years later, Remus still hears it like a promise: If you want me, one day, you’re going to have to be the one to ask.

    1977 - 1995

    Can be read as a standalone or as part of the series!

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    29 Jun 2026

  6. Rec 22

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    He’s been at his father’s cottage in Northern Yorkshire for a month when Dumbledore sends him an owl.

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    28 Jun 2026

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    the last part didn't happen 💖💖

  7. Rec 44

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    Satoru loved him as easily as breathing. Every kiss Satoru offered was given naturally as if his entire body was created to love Suguru. It was intense, it was soft, it was heart-wrenching, and it was every little thing in between.

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    In which Suguru tries to accept the love he deserves, and Satoru takes care of him until he does.

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    27 Jun 2026

  8. Rec *

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    "We sincerely hope Jimmy Kimmel doesn't sue us for this."
    "Well he might now, because I think that's a different show altogether."


    Things don't go too well at the local podcast.

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    27 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    perfect. perfectness. perfectfull.
    i wish i was a dictionary or sth beacuse when it comes to talking about the arts that melted my heart and changed my life im shit at that. but well here i am at 4AM yapping some nonsense about one of the best things i've ever read in my life. fuck i wish i was a dictionary.

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    A lesson in love is a lesson in swimming. Except for Suguru, it's getting dropped into the deep end with the tide licking at his neck, no kickboard or life preserver keeping him afloat.

    (Or: This is how Satoru finds the ocean.)

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    24 Jun 2026

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    "What did you feel when he told you I was gone?" Satoru's voice is barely a whisper.

    The answer should be as simple as the question is. But he's having a hard time forming words in his mouth, as he feels Satoru's thumb gently stroke his skin.

    "I was... scared. Frightened. And like... very, very empty. I don't remember much to be fair. Messed up my head."

    "What would you do if it turned out I really dropped dead?"

    "I... don't know." I wouldn't be here right now, he thinks. "Why are you asking me all these questions?"

    Satoru shrugs, gaze never leaving his face, gentle hand never leaving his jaw. "I said, don't be dumb."

     

    -or alternatively, the night when everything clicks into place.

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    15 Jun 2026

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    “The point is,” he starts again, slowly, “that you’ve decided at some point in your life you want to… stick with me, for some reason. Okay. Cool. But it was a long time ago. I’ve changed. You’ve changed. I’ve said this before, it’s not—not your responsibility to bear with me, it’s not another duty.”

    He opens his eyes and turns his face to take a proper look at Satoru by his side. He’s watching him, patiently waiting for the words to leave his mouth.

    “You insist on staying by my side. But I don’t expect that from you,” he whispers, shaking his head. “I would understand if you’d left. If anything, I don’t understand why you wouldn’t.”

    Satoru shifts closer to him with a quiet sigh, until their noses are touching and their breaths mingle together. Their hands find each other under the blankets.

    “You were never a duty. You’ve never felt like a duty to me. You should never feel like one. I shouldn’t have let that happen.” His pupils are dilated. “And I never made any decision. It made itself. My feelings, everything I say, it’s true. It’s the reality. I can’t imagine it ever changing."

    or in other words,

    the story of how Getō Suguru drowns, and how he's pulled back to the surface.

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    14 Jun 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 84

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    “Haven’t they had enough of me?” he huffs. “Hasn’t everyone had enough of Satoru Gojo?”

    The scowl on his face is as adorable as it is sincere, his exasperation palpable. He looks a little like an angry cat, his expression just as fierce. Suguru can’t help but laugh at the sight of it, pressing his face into Satoru’s temple, his arm around his waist tightening.

    “Oh, I don’t know,” he murmurs. “I don’t think there can ever be too much of that.”

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    12 Jun 2026

  13. Public Bookmark *

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    This is not a story about love

    Or Getou Suguru falls in love with his best friend, falls from grace and finally realises he is in love with his best friend, in that order.

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    12 Jun 2026

  14. Public Bookmark *

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    “You died,” Satoru says. “I killed you. You made me kill you."

    His words are sturdy, but encumbered with wretched grief, swayed by indignation. Suguru is immobilized, a silent witness to the veracity that Satoru is sharing

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    Suguru comes back. It's hard.

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    08 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    “Then, I do,” Satoru admits, and Suguru’s eyes widen. “I think I’d wake up and never sleep again.”
    ...........................

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    (Here’s something that a harbinger of tragedy would never find the courage to admit: there are moments in between the bitter self-hatred and the visceral, tangible consequences of your sins in which you almost think you’re worthy of forgiveness; of second chances; of a life beyond your greatest regrets. It’s a unique brand of pain, and it looks like this:)

    “Let me help you with this,” Satoru mumbles, so quietly that it’s almost reverent.

    or: the aftermath of Shibuya, as told by one house-arrested Getou Suguru

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    07 Jun 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 78

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    “Have you ever lost someone?” Nobara asks. “Like a friend?”
    “I have,” she answers easily. “It sucks.”

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    05 Jun 2026

  17. Public Bookmark *

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    There is no anger in the words, no hidden wrath for Suguru to excavate and fixate on. They are spoken plainly and candidly, but sorrow coils itself into the curve of Satoru’s mouth, and Suguru tastes it.

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    05 Jun 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 27

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    “Can you feel my soul?” Satoru asks in awestruck wonder. The hushed amazement in his voice has Suguru flushed red from head to toe. “Please?”

    Did Satoru have the time to become polite when he was dead? Suguru wishes he could bite back with a taunting response but all that comes out of his mouth is a shaky breath.

    “O-Okay.”

    Suguru and Satoru look into each other’s soul

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    05 Jun 2026

  19. Rec *

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    "We can be friends, if you like."

    And what could Satoru do but accept his hand and run along with him?

    Vignettes of five summers from the lives of two almost-ordinary boys.

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  20. Rec 38

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    Remus's life is not at its peak right now. It only goes downhill when Sirius Black, former Marauder, current Death Eater, appears in front of him with Earth-shattering news.

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    27 May 2026

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