ohireallydontknow
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AU Ian meets Mickey when he is 13 years old and seems to never be able to let him go, despite their differences and more than rocky relationship.
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We were young, stupid and cruel. Just like everyone. And yet, it never feels like other people could even come close to what we went through. Not just with each other, but in life. Both of us already so fucked up, before we even began living. It’s no wonder it all went to shit.It has a happy end
Very OOC, I don't know, this is my first ever (published-ish) fic, so if you have any feedback, please let me know
Also, I will probably finish/edit/change stuff, since it is not technically finished. I would just like some feedback on it, so that I can write the rest of it and I will repost it then (probably) (also, it a lot of self projecting, which you will probably notice, so...sorry?)
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the practical (accidental) acquisition of a husband by cherrylilies (cherrydialectic)
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Jul 2026
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After a viral photo outs Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov while they're still busy pretending their years-long situationship is mostly just sex, the fallout gets complicated fast. The world reacts badly. Their teams react worse. Ilya's future in North America starts to look alarmingly fragile, and Shane, who has never met a disaster he didn't try to control into submission, throws himself into fixing what can still be fixed.
Ilya has spent his whole life being wanted for the wrong reasons and discarded for the right ones. Shane has spent his whole life believing that if he is careful enough, good enough, controlled enough, he can keep disaster from reaching the people he loves.
A practical solution emerges, then a house, then rings.
Somehow, by the time they say their vows, both of them are certain they are the only one who means them.
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12 Jul 2026
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It was a Friday when the video dropped.
“What is happening?” He asked St Simon, who was holding his phone tight to his chest, his expression odd. “Someone has died?”
Across the room he could see Marlow moving slowly upright from where he had been doing floor stretches, his phone in his hand as well, his face pinched.
“It’s Hollander,” St Simon said.
The bottom of Ilya’s stomach fell out, closely followed by the rest of Ilya’s organs. His chest hurt so acutely that he thought he must be having a heart attack.
“Not dead,” St Simon added quickly, reaching out to grab Ilya’s shoulder when Ilya’s knees actually buckled. “Jesus, sorry. I should have - no it’s just -”
“Someone tell me what the fuck is going on,” Ilya snapped, “and everyone else shut up.”
Marlow reached him now, held his phone out to Ilya, open already to an article with a headline huge enough Ilya could easily make out the HOLLANDER blaring out of it even before his eyes focused and he took the phone from Marlow.
A video is posted online, for Shane it feels like a death sentence. For some parts of him, it is.
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09 Jul 2026
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like we meant it by onlythechase
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 Jul 2026
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Shane Hollander is tired of his friends constantly asking about his love life. So, when Rose's wedding comes around, he makes up a boyfriend.
The only problem?
Everyone expects him to bring one.
Or: Ilya Rozanov is an escort hired to be Shane Hollander's fake boyfriend.
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05 Jul 2026
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Shane had agreed readily. Yes, he wanted. To be hunted by a stranger with twenty dogs and a knife on his belt. To see him again. To find the source of the squirming thing in his chest and bring it to light.
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30 Jun 2026
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In his efforts to become the best captain possible, Shane accidentally cultivates among his teammates a debilitating praise kink.
(Or, the unforeseen consequences of prolonged and repeated exposure to Shane Hollander's beautiful big brown bottom eyes, and its documented effects on a worrisomely increasing number of professional hockey players.)
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30 Jun 2026