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"Dazai..." Chuuya's voice comes out too tight and small, unlikely to ever reach Dazai. His hand lifts shakily, in some dazed attempt to stop him. There is panic wild and fast in his chest, the beginnings of hyperventilation, his breaths shallow and quick.
Something's wrong, something's wrong—
This hurts too much, it's not supposed to be like this—
His vision is blurring, and his head is taut and aching with the stress and anxiety and so much anguish that he can barely comprehend it.
The last of Dazai's hazy form disappears, far in the distance.
_______Forced into a difficult situation, Dazai has to leave Chuuya behind post-Corruption without his usual thorough check-up. Only, he has no idea just what state Chuuya was in as he was walking away from him that night.
Grief is a good teacher on how to value those you love. When he gets Chuuya back, Dazai uses his lessons well.
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24 May 2026
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At the brink of death it’s always his face that Till sees.
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Till decides one night, after a vivid dream of Ivan dying even after Till thought he could save him, he was going to find Ivan. And Till was going to love him, he was going to love him enough to make up for all those past lives.
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- Part 1 of Fate
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23 May 2026
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bare your teeth, hold my name in your mouth by thekweenof
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
12 May 2026
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Ivan wakes up in a grass field full of red flowers. The air is warm and dry, and Ivan breathes it in, the ghost of rain still running down his face and the image of Till’s shocked face smeared in his vision. A beautiful blue sky looms overhead.
On his left, a boy with gray hair lays beside him, fast asleep. Ivan thinks surely even death could not be this cruel. Ivan swallows as he skims his fingers over the boy’s face.
“Till.” He says, too softly for anyone to hear.
Till stirs, his eyelids twitch, but he doesn’t wake.
Ah.
Ivan wonders which part of this is the bad dream.
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23 May 2026
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"I'd give you the world," Ivan whispers, pressing his forehead against Till's. "I'd do anything for you, Till."
He means it. There was nothing else in the world that could ever change that.
All Ivan ever wanted was to love him. And he'd do anything, no matter the cost.
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- Part 1 of starkissed lovers
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23 May 2026
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There's lots that I could say, but just hold me now... by lexdelioncourt
Fandom Interview with the Vampire (TV 2022)
08 Apr 2026
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13 Apr 2026