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  1. Public Bookmark 11

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    Of casual arrangements and unrequited feelings.

    Rin stays where he is, weight still pinning Yoichi to the bed, and Yoichi wraps his arms around him and holds on because he knows what comes next. He knows this moment won’t last. His body is still trembling with aftershocks, hypersensitive and raw, and Rin is still inside him, softening but present, and Yoichi wants to stay here forever, wants to live in this space where Rin is warm and heavy and real against him.

    He keeps his eyes closed and tries to memorize the feeling. The weight. The warmth. The way Rin’s breath evens out against his neck. The particular ache of being stretched open and filled, the ghost of pleasure still humming under his skin. He loves this. He loves Rin.

    He’s so in love with Rin it feels like drowning.

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    06 Jul 2026

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    this chud author better update 😡
    anyways this is so good brah i hope eventually it isn't as one-sided

  2. Public Bookmark 64

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    Isagi flushes. “What’s your point, Kaiser.”

    “My point is, you need to get laid. As in, you need to have sex with somebody that isn’t Itoshi Jr. Come on, we’re in Berlin. There are plenty of manwhores here who’d love to fuck a famous footballer, and the only thing they would love to fuck even more is a short Japanese twunk.”

    Or: Isagi is down bad.

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    05 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 18

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    Rin Itoshi finds herself constantly blinded by the light that is Yoichi Isagi. Like a moth to a flame, she draws closer anyway.

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    Five times that Rin and Yoichi are friends, and one time they aren’t.

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    26 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 34

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    For weeks, Kaiser refused to acknowledge his feelings for Isagi. He convinced himself that this was not a crush, and that Isagi was simply another person he enjoyed messing with.

    But last Friday, when he’d overheard his peers in class excitedly discussing who they’d give Valentine’s chocolates to, Isagi’s name had popped up. And Kaiser had realized he hated the idea of someone else giving sweets to Isagi. Anyone that wasn’t himself.

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    When Kaiser realizes he has a crush on Isagi, he brings a secret Valentine’s gift to school.

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    08 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 31

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    Kaiser was pretty. Intimidating. His eyelashes caught the light in a way that made his irises glow like a summer lake, and Isagi couldn’t bring himself to look away despite the blush creeping across his face.

    “You must be Yoichi.” Kaiser’s voice was smooth and authoritative, with the faint lilt of a German accent.

    He blinked at the use of his first name, caught slightly off guard. “I’d prefer if you call me Isagi.”

    Kaiser leaned back against the wall, crossing his arms as a derisive grin spread over his face. “Well then, Yoichi,” he purred, amusement dripping off his words as Isagi’s eyes narrowed, “I’m sure we’ll have a very fun year.”

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    Everyday life becomes a lot more chaotic when Kaiser and Isagi are paired together as roommates.

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    31 May 2026