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  1. Public Bookmark 7

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    Set during 'Gone'. Invisible Buffy visits Spike at his crypt.

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    24 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 54

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    “I’d really prefer to play this game on an equal footing, Slayer,” Spike growled, his arms straining against the ropes lashing him to the chair. “Quid Pro Quo, and such.”

    Buffy—probably by rote—scoffed at him. “I am not playing Silence of the Lambs with you.”

    “Oh?” he sneered. “I think you are…”

    In which truth-spell laced cookies reveal far more than anticipated.

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    28 Apr 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 29

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    Growing up, Dennis thought praying with verses from the Bible was more powerful. As if he could use evidence from the Book to prove why whatever he was asking for was good and right. Now, he wonders if it was a crutch. A way to get around having to put his faith into his own words. I would have made a terrible priest, he thinks.

    Dennis shakes his head. Now isn’t the time for self-pity, he should be focusing on Teddy. Dennis tries to come up with a verse, but it’s been a while since he reread the Bible. Only Isaiah 40 comes to mind. Let Teddy soar on wings like eagles, Dennis thinks. Let him run and not grow weary. Let him walk and not be faint.

    Please, Dennis thinks more desperately. Let him beat the odds.

    or, the first week+a day of Dennis being an emergency medical student and Santos' roommate. He isn't quite sure he's meant to be either.

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    09 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 43

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    “I’d ask if you slept okay, but you look like shit, so I’m gonna guess not.”

    Whitaker gulps down a mouthful of water too quickly and coughs. “I slept fine,” he says hoarsely. Trinity raises a skeptical eyebrow, tossing the balled-up paper towel between her hands. “Really,” he insists. “It’s been a while since I’ve slept without keeping one eye on the door.” He ducks his chin again, all “gee, shucks” farmboy sheepish, and the tops of his ears are pink. “Thank you for…all of this. It really means a lot.”

    The earnestness makes Trinity want to poke meanly at his stomach until he curls over it protectively. She squeezes the paper towel tighter instead. “Whatever. I had the room. It’s no big deal.”

     

    or, Trinity's first day having a wet cat of a med student man for a roommate

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    09 Mar 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 57

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    “Why,” Whitaker asks, “did you tell him that?”

    Trinity shrugs. “I don’t know, he asked.”

    The brief conversation with Robby comes back to her vaguely through her exhaustion. How she went on about Whitaker at the farm and with the street team, how he’s always “just trying to help.” She didn’t say anything terrible, just enough to get Robby off her ass about her emotions and onto Whitaker’s instead. It didn’t seem important at the time. From the intense way Whitaker’s staring at her, she thinks maybe she didn’t assess properly. She straightens up.

    “Look, I’ve already had a fucking day and it’s not even over yet.” She gestures at him and his uncharacteristically tense body language. “I don’t need you being weird at me on top of it.”

    “And I don’t need you making it seem like I’m overstepping with patients to our Goddamn attending.”

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    or, Whitaker is pissed after Trinity tells Robby about Amy, and in her exhaustion, Trinity makes it worse. If that wasn't bad enough on its own, she starts to worry that there's more going on with Robby than she knew.

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    09 Mar 2026