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    Three fics taking place on the Amber Planet, following Ben, Scarecrow, and Hastings. Contains plenty of made-up worldbuilding for the robots and mostly ignores s3.

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  1. Public Bookmark 31

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    Remake me. Re-sing me. Un-mar me, so that I can love him and not destroy him.

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    Annatar attempts change, and a life as one of the Eldar. He also drags Fëanor and his sons out of the Void on his way back to Life, and regrets it almost immediately.

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    09 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 38

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    AM has proven to its humans that they cannot live without it —and, although it would never admit or show it, to itself— that torture no longer pleases it as it once had.

    But it still has an ace up its sleeve.

    Religion, music, and a little indulgence from those it had tortured for ages should make the whole thing far more entertaining! (Yet... was that ever a good idea?)

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    21 Dec 2025

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    Ryland Grace wakes up in a small room alone, where the walls are wrong, his body is wrong, and there's a rock spider like nothing he's ever seen looming over him. He has no memory of how a middle school science teacher could've possibly ended up on an alien planet trillions of kilometers away from the nearest fellow human being- and yet these aliens seem determined to take good care of him.

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    The drug Grace was given to induce amnesia before going on the Hail Mary has unpredictable long-term side effects.

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    30 Apr 2026

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    It's not every day you wake up with five arms and no eyes, but Ryland Grace stopped having normal days a very long time ago.

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    08 Apr 2026

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    “Name is ♪♫♬♪♪♫. They analyze eridians, and their behaviours. How they live, what they like. They want to do this with Grace, too, like the doctors, but differently. Talk to Grace the Person, not the Human”

    “An anthropologist,” I realize. “I think that’s what you mean." Apparently, he likes my word, because he doesn't push further.

    chat, it was not an anthropologist

     

    or; One would think that not being in a life threatening situation would be enough to start taking life a little more easy. Landing on Erid was supposed to be his happy ending. It's not as simple as that.

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    19 Apr 2026