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    So Robby and Jack are coping well, and Dennis is coping to some degree. Hookups don’t sound too bad for the next few months.

    It’s really, truly, fine.
     

     

    Or: After Dennis ends things with Robby and Jack, which he definitely does for their benefit, it takes him some time to adjust. The hookups do their job, somehow. Until instead of sex, he earns a few fists to his face.

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    27 Jun 2026

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    Whitaker avoided Abbot's wide-eyed stare, clearly wishing the floor would swallow him up with it.
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    Or...what if it wasn’t Santos that found Whitaker in that abandoned room.

     

    (ON HAITUS)

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    18 Jan 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 77

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    Buck has a fantasy about being used. For his birthday, Tommy and Eddie help indulge him.

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    26 Oct 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 14

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    When everything failed to make even a little bit of sense, Evan went on his way to fill the void inside his heart that seemed to widen with time.

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    12 Oct 2025

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    27 Sep 2025

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    Harry was cradling the injera in the swoop of his palm, between his thumb and two forefingers, and he was going to eat like this, coaxing the food into his grasp, touching his fingers to his mouth. A harpoon of desire shot through Draco’s gut, pinning the base of his spine to the back of his chair.

    In which Harry takes Draco out for Eritrean food, and Draco has a severe obsession with Harry’s hands. Smut ensues.

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    09 Sep 2025

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    "We're just going to pretend like this isn't a chronic issue for you?" Buck presses, eyes sharp and intent on Eddie's.

    "I don't know what you're talking about," Eddie objects stubbornly.

    "We're just going to act like you haven't had a problem with every single person I've been with?"

    "That's ridiculous," Eddie scoffs, but there's guilt pooling in his stomach and sweat beading down the back of his neck.

    ~

    or, kitchen fight 2.0

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    24 Aug 2025

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    When he goes back to the main screen, he sees another woman, one who was admittedly less intimidating. He taps the check mark and gasps when the next photo appears. It's just a man's hands, big, crossed at the wrists, veins protruding as he grips a sleek, black cane tightly in his hands.

    Fuck. When did hands get so hot?

    Buck scrolls down to the bio quickly, and frowns when he finds it's pretty simple.

    "26, experienced Dom.
    Dominant"

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    Connor signs Buck up for a BDSM-based dating app.

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    26 Jul 2025

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    It started with a phone call.
    Then a guy at a gas station.
    Then Carl on the couch, bleeding and eating cereal like he lived there.

    Evan Buckley has built a new life — firefighter, teammate, friend — but he didn't build it on clean ground. And when ghosts from the South Side start showing up one by one, the cracks start showing too. The 118 doesn't know what's coming. Buck isn't sure he does either.

    Or;
    Ten times Evan Buckley's past slipped through the cracks, and one time he let it.

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    26 Jun 2025

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    “Hey, what’s that one from?” Tommy asked, his finger brushing over the small scar that Buck had all but forgotten was even there.

    “That’s a memento from a very unfortunate first date,” Buck said, not thinking twice about it.

    Tommy pulled back entirely, staring down at him with horror. “She tried to slit your throat?”

    “What? No!” Buck was quick to correct him, wincing at his own wording that he could see might have been misinterpreted in a much more horrific way. Considering how embarrassing the truth was, maybe he should have stuck with that story but getting that horrified look off of Tommy’s face was his current priority. “She had to perform a tracheotomy to save my life after I choked on a piece of bread on our first official date.”

    Or, the one in which Buck and Tommy cross yet another first off of the list and learn even more about each other in the process

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    15 May 2025

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    He feels like shit when he's hungry, and he plays better when he's empty. The cold air doesn't touch him as much. The floodlights turn silvery-soft.
    And he likes eating. Keeps his hands busy, mouth busy, mind busy. Something to chew through, putty in the ears.
    Go until he can't anymore. Cycle it back out. Be ready.

    OR: Buck's had on-again, off-again bulimia since he was 14.

    Title from Psychic Friend's "We Do Not Belong".

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    26 Apr 2025

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    Later—after he has drifted in and out of consciousness over and over, like rising out of a churning sea, first to the park ranger, who cannot stop crying, then in the back of the ambulance, and finally at the hospital, where the nurses speak to him in gentle voices that make him want to rip his own hair out at the roots and he finally stays awake, the pain too intense to allow him to drift back to the bottom of that warm dark water—Buck’s first clear thought will be, But it was all going so well.

    ***

    Buck is attacked on his day off. In the aftermath of everything that's happened - from Maddie's leaving to Eddie's breakdown - he decides the best way to deal with it is to hide it.

    It goes about as well as one would expect.

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    23 Apr 2025

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    Eddie was kind to a fault; if Buck just asked to be held for a little while, Eddie would probably indulge him. But a ‘probably’ wasn’t certain enough for his liking and Buck couldn’t handle another crushing blow tonight, both literally and figuratively. Tonight, he just wanted to pretend for one last time that Eddie was his in all the ways he wanted him to be and bask in the feeling of being held and safe in his arms.

    Besides, Buck loved sex, he really did. And maybe he wasn’t exactly in the mood for it right now, but once he was in the moment he was sure he’d get there with a little help. But even if he didn’t, it would hardly be a hardship to go through with it anyway to fast forward things to the cuddling afterglow he was desperately craving. He always enjoyed pleasing his partners, even if he didn’t get anything in return himself and he had enough experience in playing his cards right with others to make sure that Eddie wouldn’t even be able to tell the difference. None of his previous hookups ever did, or maybe they just didn’t care. It was sex they wanted from him, after all.

    And as far as Buck was concerned, sex was the price of admission he was always more than happy to pay.

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    23 Apr 2025

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    About a week after starting back at the 118, and about three weeks before he was supposed to start getting a steady check again, Buck quietly moved out of his loft—

    —and into his jeep.

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    13 Apr 2025

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    “Hey, you reached Buck! I can’t—”

    Eddie hangs up again.

    Confusion makes his eyebrows scrunch, and he looks around one more time. There is a slim chance that he missed him heading out as he came in. Eddie had gone right to the center of the building where the bar is, and it isn’t impossible that Buck had been coming from the slide and slipped right past him without them ever seeing each other.

    But Eddie doesn’t feel like that’s what happened. Eddie feels like something is wrong.


    When Buck doesn't come home after a bad shift, Eddie goes looking for him out of worry. What he finds is worse than he anticipated.

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    20 Mar 2025

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    After Eddie moves to Texas to be with Christopher, Buck is left alone in an empty house that has him feeling off. With his tether now gone, some old habits start creeping back in.

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    The Buck crash-out fic. Because if there's anyone who deserves a good breakdown right now, it's Evan Buckley.

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    18 Mar 2025

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    The AU no one asked for where Carlos is in LA instead of Texas, and meets Buck 1.0

    Featuring two chapters of smut before any plot happens, because I want my two hot fit guys to fuck.

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    15 Mar 2025

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    They’d kept it under wraps to an almost paranoid degree. They didn’t touch in public, not even on their hikes up the countless trails that were never short of people minding their own business as they took in the good weather. They sat on opposite sides of the table at dinner. Evan came over to his place instead of taking the risk with his roommates. Evan had even come up with a cover story if they ever ran into anyone: he was picking Tommy’s brain about the job. Nothing more. Nothing less.

     

    What if Buck and Tommy met the three months before Tommy transferred to Harbor and Buck started at the 118?

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    08 Mar 2025

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    "Hang on," Hen says, pushing herself up in her chair, "You're telling me you had sex with men and still didn't think you might be bisexual?"

    "Must not have been very good sex," Eddie says, snorting into his beer.

    "Classic Buck 1.0," Chimney says, shaking his head.

    Buck laughs. "This is more like Buck 0.5," he says. "You guys know I was on the road a lot after I dropped out of college the second time. It’s handy to know how to give a good blowjob if you don't know where you're gonna sleep on a given night." He's greeted with silence. Buck blinks. "What? You can't be that surprised, you used to joke about how I would sleep with anything that moved back then." He looks around at all of them. "Oh, this is not a safe space suddenly," he says, scrunching up his face.

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    25 Feb 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 64

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    'You ever get to that point where you haven't eaten in so long, you stop being hungry?'

    A short fic in which Bobby and Buck discuss this sentence, because Bobby can't get it out of his head and he just wants to know whether his worst fears are right. Doing so as they cook the 118 breakfast.

    The buckley parents are worse in this than in the canon.

    CW - discussions of child neglect - Limiting food access

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    1/1
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    525
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    4,249

    23 Feb 2025

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