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  1. Public Bookmark 22

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    After the cottage, Shane panic-googles how to be a good boyfriend and follows every step.

    Ilya becomes increasingly convinced Shane is about to break up with him.

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    09 Jul 2026

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    sweet and stupid :)

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    It's then that the alert comes though.

    It buzzes his phone lightly as the headline comes across the top of his screen, yet he only catches the words 'Ilya Rozanov' before the alert goes away.

    He clicks over to it, assuming it'll be a highlight from one of last season's games. They may not have won the cup that season, but they made playoffs. Shane was certain they'd get it this year.

    Only, when the article opens it doesn't say something like 'Ilya Rozanov, Best Goals Breakdown' or 'Ilya Rozanov, Craziest Come Back' instead it says:

    'Ilya Rozanov, Beloved Husband, Captain, and Friend. Dead at Thirty-one'

    OR
    Ilya takes a brand deal without Shane out of the country. Somehow, his plane gets diverted to Moscow, Russia. As an out, bisexual, man married to a gay man, it isn't exactly where he wants to be. Yet he has no choice, and when someone tries to kill him, he isn't fast enough to stop the news from breaking and his world from slowly crumbling around him.
    OR or:
    Alexei is a piece of shit, Ilya is presumed dead, Shane loses his fucking mind. It's all downhill for a while but thing's start looking up eventually.

    (HE IS NOT DEAD)

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    08 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 11

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    What if the club was the last straw for Ilya?

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    07 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 54

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    The lights became strangely bright, the music seemed to echo inside his skull instead of around him. His balance faltered as someone brushed past him, and he laughed automatically, though the sound came out slurred enough that it startled him.

    Weird.

    He hadn't had that much to drink.

    He blinked hard, but the room refused to steady. People seemed to move half a second too late, their faces smearing together whenever he turned his head too quickly. His tongue felt thick in his mouth.

    No. Something was wrong.

    He should… he should find Marley, or Brad, or literally anyone.

    He turned, intending to push through the crowd, only to stumble into someone's shoulder hard enough that they had to catch him before he fell. "Sorry," he tried to say, but it came out almost unintelligible. His pulse lurched.

    OR

    Ilya gets drugged at the club. Read the tags please.

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    07 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 18

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    “I was thinking,” Shane begins, and his tone is cautious, so Ilya is wary, “that you could get a dog.” Which is not what Ilya expected him to say at all. Shane shuffles closer to Ilya on the couch, rests a hand on his knee. “A service dog,” he clarifies.
    Ilya stares at him. “I am not blind, Shane,” he says.
    Shane laughs. “I know,” he says. “It wouldn’t be for blindness, it would be for your PTSD. C-PTSD.” He says the diagnosis matter-of-factly, the way he always does. Like it’s just another part of Ilya he loves, not a monster.

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    Or: Ilya gets a service dog

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    06 Jul 2026