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  1. Public Bookmark 40

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    Set after Dean finds out Sam didn’t look for him when he was in purgatory, Deans hurt and can’t bring himself to look at his baby brother that he never would have not looked for. Because of this, he missed how Sam is slowly breaking apart. Not eating, not sleeping. Not letting his brother know.

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  2. Public Bookmark 20

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    Sam has to go into the panic room for the first time after detoxing (it does not go well)

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  3. Public Bookmark 19

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    “So what? You want me to roll over and show my belly like a good dog?” He laughs, and Bevell grimaces at the broken noise. “I’d never.”

    “I wouldn’t be so sure.” Her voice is soft for a moment, echoing off the walls, and then it fades out, because she’s sliding a needle into his arm and pushing, and it’s like molten iron is being pumped through him.

    (sam is brainwashed instead of mary when hes taken at the beginning of s12)

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    27 Nov 2025

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    Sam tried so hard to hold everyone up in the wake of Cas’s death. He researched strip clubs for Dean in his spare time and wracked his brain to try to find something, anything, to make him smile.

    He tried to teach Jack about.... everything. About grief. About his powers. About humanity.

    But that was then, and this is now.

    Now Cas is back.

    Now Dean is happy. Now Jack is being taught, and now after weeks, Sam can finally let himself feel.

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  5. Public Bookmark 21

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    Dean, I’m really sorry. I’m really… I think I made a mistake, I didn’t… I thought it’d be quicker, that it would hurt less than this, but it’s taking so long, and I don’t think I’ve done it right, and I don’t want him to… I don’t want to be alone again when it happens… Please, just… Please come. I’m so sorry. I’m so sorry. I’m so, so-

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