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    “Wait, I could totally see that,” Connors says. “She wears reading glasses and he’s, like, obsessed with them. Sometimes on the road, he calls her from the bathroom and I hear him begging her to put them on.”

    “The glasses! I heard that too.” Shit, it must be a fetish, right? She doesn’t just happen to be old. Rozy likes that she’s old.

    Or: Cliff figures out why Ilya’s keeping his Montreal girl a secret. She’s not a girl at all...she's an elderly woman. Or maybe an elderly man?

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    22 Mar 2026

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    too good. silly and fun

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    That familiar glint sparked in Ilya’s eyes, the one Hayden saw many times over the years on the ice during a game, or when he was down to his last card about to beat everyone in Uno. Or when he was about to fuck his best friend in front of him.

    Shane squirmed in Ilya’s lap, his gaze fixed entirely on Hayden. The fire in his eyes all but screamed at Hayden that yes, he wanted this too. Was maybe even a little desperate for it. Hayden recalled how quickly Shane fell apart under his watchful eye in the locker room showers all those years ago. How his moans got louder whenever Ilya acknowledged Hayden’s presence, like being reminded he was there watching while Ilya fucked him within an inch of his life was the very thing that turned him on even more.

    “What should we do?” Last time Hayden only watched, which was more than enough to get him off, but he wondered what Ilya else had in store for him.

    “I don’t know Pike," Ilya responded, "You tell us."

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    Or: Years after Hayden first caught Shane and Ilya together in the locker room, it's Hayden's turn to decide where things go

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    17 Mar 2026

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    Pop star Shane Hollander is no stranger to crowds and success, but when an anonymous gunman at a press appearance threatens his life, the safety of his upcoming tour is called into question. Desperate to keep their cash cow not only safe, but happy, League Records hires former Spetsnaz operative Ilya Rozanov to provide 24/7 personal security for Shane. As the two spend time together, Shane Hollander realizes that the real threat to his life, to his career, is his own heart...and the way that he feels for the very man he is depending on to keep him safe.

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    12 Mar 2026

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    if ur normal u will love this exciting and tender romance. if your a sentimental crybaby you will cry through half the fic. truly great work.

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    “Come on,” Comeau says. “Are we all just supposed to pretend it's normal that you’re still playing house with Ilya Rozanov?”

    “Gil—” J.J. says, but Shane doesn’t want him to finish that sentence, to pull Comeau gently off the ledge he’s steering himself toward. Shane wants to push him, kicking and screaming, to make them say it to his fucking face. That after all this time, they still hate him for the heinous crime of falling in love.

    “We’ve been married for two years,” Shane says. “I’m not sure that qualifies as playing house. I mean, it’s longer than you were with your first wife, isn’t it?”

    Or: Shane reunites with his former teammates at J.J.'s bachelor party. He's finally ready to say (and maybe punch) his piece.

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    07 Mar 2026

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    cathartic & sexy

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    Shane’s heart drops into his stomach. “Ilya,” he breathes. His vision goes blurry, throat tight. He tries to swallow it down and focus, shove his swirling thoughts into a neat little box, but it’s impossible. He feels—he might throw up, actually. “Are you seriously telling me you tried to fucking kill yourself?”

    “Yes,” Ilya agrees blandly, “It did not work.”

    Ilya calls Shane from the hospital. Shane handles it very normally.

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    06 Mar 2026

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    lost my fucking mind (positive) (yeowch)