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Itoshi Sae's life is going perfectly, until he's suddenly acquainted with Shidou Ryuusei: a magical genie who grants three wishes to any human who rubs his lamp.
university ryusae AU, with past bunsae
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Sae, annoyed that Rin is wasting his perfectly handsome Itoshi genes on being a loner, decides to take matters into his own hands.
His solution? Teaching his little brother how to flirt.
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He is Itoshi Sae. They say he destroys his opponents beautifully, with mastery over skillful and calculated plays, like the meaning of his name. Sae thinks back to the determined eyes of a 13-year-old boy heading out into the world and wonders if his would be considered the most beautiful destruction of all.
cw: eating disorders
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(Sae doesn’t know where he and Kaiser stand. Not now, and not ever.)
They’re two attractive, successful athletes, and also two young, horny teenagers. It happens as inevitably as a blink in a posed photograph, or freudian slip in a little white lie. One moment they’re both making eye contact from across the field, and the next, they’re crowded in the corner of a locker room, and strong tattooed arms are tilting his chin up as Kaiser presses his lips to his.
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“Yeah! So Nagi and I, we’ll make it to the top together!” Reo nods.
“Blue Lock’s goal is to identify the best striker in Japan. Striker, like singular.” Ego tries to explain.
He isn’t sure if the boy is listening, because Reo is too busy trying to wake up a boy with messy white hair, who looks like he’d rather volunteer as a human demonstration of a sloth than expend even the smallest amount of energy playing one of the most physically exerting sports in history.
“We’re gonna win the World Cup!” he declares. The other boy yawns and goes back to sleep.
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Ego isn’t really sure whether Reo understands what being an egoist means. Oh well.
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if the world was ending, you’d come over, right? by falleraatje
Fandoms: Men's Football RPF
24 Jul 2026
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Jude has no idea what time it is in Europe right now. His brain is muddled, so full of memories of the match that he doesn't want to think about and other, older memories that he should definitely keep hidden deep down. Memories of Erling and the times they’ve spent together in hotel rooms, celebrating wins and distracting each other from losses. Jude could use a distraction like that tonight.
[After losing in the World Cup semi-finals, there is only one person Jude wants to call.]
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21 Jul 2026
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The match is over.
England has won. France has lost. The medals have been handed out, and the cameras should have moved on.
But after two seasons of resentment, stolen penalties and carefully aimed cruelty, Jude and Kylian’s real confrontation begins after the final whistle.One bitter exchange. One public provocation. One hotel room.
And a line neither of them can uncross.Because the hardest part is never the collision.
It is surviving the aftermath.Bookmarked by rumination
20 Jul 2026
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Tomorrow, he will go out on the training field with his teammates and plan to do his best to win third place from France. Tonight, he is allowed a little time for himself, to lick his wounds and face the conflicting feelings inside.
Jude Bellingham tries to compromise with the disappointment of defeat against Argentina when he gets a phone call. Now it's Erling's turn to provide a shoulder to cry on.
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- Part 2 of On your team
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18 Jul 2026
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"Don’t." Jude gasped, already scrambling out of the booth. His legs nearly buckled, the world tilting with need. "Headache. Tired. I’m—I’m going. Don’t follow."
He fled before Erling could respond, shouldering through the crowd, hot and dizzy and terrified.
Every step sent a jolt of emptiness through him, his hole clenching around nothing, slick soaking his boxers. The omega inside him was screaming, crying, begging to turn around and crawl into the alpha’s lap. Jude bit his lip until he tasted copper and kept moving.
Erling watched him go, heart pounding a war drum against his ribs. Every instinct he had demanded he chase— the omega was in distress, his omega, entering heat in a dangerous place.
But Jude had said don’t follow.
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16 Jul 2026
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“Something about how we’re going to beat Norway using your pheromones against Erling Haaland.”
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- Part 1 of On the Far Side of the World
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13 Jul 2026