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  1. Public Bookmark 17

    Locked In (But You Seem to be Okay Company) by

    Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson  

    26 Jan 2020

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    I sigh to myself, feeling defeated, and begin to pack away my hopelessly disorganized things. Behind me, there’s the telltale ka-chunk of the library door’s push handle. I expect to hear the door swing closed, tensing in anticipation of the noise, but I don’t. Instead, I hear the handle again. And again. And again, and again and again and again and again and againagainagainagainagain, as though someone’s furiously rattling it. I spare a look behind me, just in time to see Connor kick the door hard enough to dent it. I flinch at the resulting boom.

    He pauses a moment, breathing heavily, before he glares back at me over his shoulder.

    “We’re locked in.”

    Fuck.

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  2. Public Bookmark 5

    Margaritaville by

    Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson  

    26 Apr 2020

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    I swallow the lump building in my windpipe, unfurling myself until my knees pop. (Ow.) “I can’t let my mom see me like this.”

    “We could ditch.” Connor sips my punch. “Go out for ice cream or something.” I’m so taken aback that I bark a laugh, but his face is completely serious. My laugh fades into a cough.

    “Ice cream sounds...ice cream sounds pretty nice, uh, actually. Yeah.”

    Connor cracks a grin, rising to his feet and offering me a hand. His nails are painted with chipped black. “Let’s go get some ice cream, then. We can sneak out my window. Just gimme a sec before we go, I kinda really have to pee.”

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    16 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 32

    My Post-It Lover by

    Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson  

    24 Jul 2020

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    Connor Murphy has been receiving cute little post-it notes on his locker for months now, and he's curious to find out who his secret fan actually is.

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  4. Public Bookmark 16

    If I Survive, I'll See You Tomorrow by

    Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson  

    22 Dec 2017

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    My legs are dangling off the edge,
    The bottom of the bottle is my only friend,
    I think I'll slit my wrists again and I'm gone, gone, gone...

     

    Connor and Evan meet in a psych ward after their respective suicide attempts. For the DEH 2017 Secret Santa on Tumblr.

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    15 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 5

    The Zombie Army has Descended by

    Fandoms: Be More Chill - Iconis/Tracz  

    06 Apr 2020

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    And the period has completely ended.

    Jeremy is a zombie and Michael is a badass. Brooke is more of a badass than him, though.

    For the BMC Quarantine challenge!

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