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Sunlight on my Sheets by LostLanguages
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
01 Dec 2025
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“It’s for you,” Megumi explains, still refusing to look over. His arm is fully extended in the meager space between them now. “To hold. So you can sleep.”
Itadori looks down, bewildered, at Megumi’s tense arm stretched out on the sheets, at his balled fist and the way the rest of his body remains stick-straight. “Seriously?”
Megumi nods. He wills his face into an impassive mask.
“But-”
“You said you can’t sleep unless you’re holding onto something right?” Megumi grits out. “But there’s nothing in here you can cling to. So just hold onto my arm and go to sleep,”
Itadori frowns, the smallest wrinkle forming between his brows. It makes his already tired face look even more exhausted. He’s always like this, Megumi can’t help but think. Constantly worrying about other people. Maybe he should worry about himself more for a change.
Megumi's a light sleeper, and Yuuji needs something to hold.
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15 Jul 2026
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can't get your name outta my mouth by a_burning_constellation
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
22 Aug 2025
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It's the kind of confession he can only get away with under the cover of night. When he's a little tipsy and their apartment feels like home and maybe this was all a dream anyways.
Megumi whips around and —
What's happening now is not a kiss. There's no moment of relief. No wandering hands pull him closer. No desperate moans or soft sighs fill the air.
But Megumi's lips are close enough to graze Yuuji's. He knows what Megumi's lips feel like on his, but not what it's like to kiss him. The restraint it takes to keep himself from moving and making this actually a kiss exhausts his muscles. Perfect stillness is required to keep this from turning into something else. He can't quite maintain it though. He's trembling. Lips bumping forward slightly at irregular intervals before the paper thin gap between them returns. Like his body is trying to force him to give in to desire and just kiss him already.
Megumi is the first to move. Not forward like Yuuji desperately wants — needs —though. He veers off to one side, ghosting delicately over Yuuji's cheek. Presses his lips into the shell of Yuuji's ear and whispers, "Goodnight, Yuuji."
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12 Jul 2026
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Heliotrope by Waiting_for_a_sunny_day
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga)
28 Nov 2025
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“Sorry, Yoshiki,” Hikaru groans as tears come out of one eye and more of him comes out of the other. “Ughh, I don’t – ”
Yoshiki can see how hard he’s trying to calm himself down, but it just isn’t working.
“It’s ok,” Yoshiki says, quiet. “It’s ok. Instead of shovin’ it back inside completely, can you try just...lettin’ it out? Just a little bit?”
He has no clue how any of this works, but maybe a half-measure is better than trying to force it all at once.
“Okay,” Hikaru says, but it sounds like a sob. More of the unknowable, incomprehensible swirl leaks out into the dark room.
“Yoshiki – shit – ‘m sorry but can I…” Hikaru’s face – what’s visible behind the bloom of him – twists in a small kind of agony. “Can I touch you? Not much. Just – ”
It's been years since Hikaru first took the body of Yoshiki's dead best friend. Despite everything - every horror and hurt - they managed to find a home in each other. Not quite friends or family. More and not. What they have is complicated, but precious.
But when Yoshiki escapes their small town – to college, to Tokyo – Hikaru follows. And things start to change for them both.
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- Part 1 of Heliotrope AU
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08 Jul 2026
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Want by veryleafyboi
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga)
03 Jul 2026
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I can’t, Yoshiki thought. That’s the whole problem. That’s the sickness. I can’t.
He looked at Hikaru.
Hikaru looked back.
Yoshiki wondered what he saw. What he thought. What he felt.
What he was.
Hikaru, unconscious to the tempest in Yoshiki's head, cocked his head and smiled.
The seam at Hikaru’s collarbone parted first.
Yoshiki wants Hikaru to touch him, wants Hikaru to wear his skin and meld inside him, wants Hikaru to want him. He knows it's sick. He wants it anyway.
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How to Tie a Slip-Noose by allthingsunrelated
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
10 Sep 2025
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- Part 2 of How-To
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10 May 2026