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all my endings, and all of my starts - gongfourz by sillyspit96
Fandoms: BOYNEXTDOOR (Korea Band)
12 Jul 2026
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taesan and leehan used to be lovers in high school until leehan ended it for unknown reasons, leaving taesan alone in college.
or so he thought
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“Tell me what you want and I’ll stay, Donghyun,” he said. His last attempt. If he didn’t answer, Dongmin would go and it’d end like that. He’d just move on with his life and that’s it.
“I don’t like you,” Donghyun answered, almost on the brink of tears. It was true, but it was a lie at the same time. “I want you, Dongmin.”
It wouldn’t end like that and he wouldn’t move on with his life. Quite the opposite was about to happen, and that would fuck up the remaining mental health that Dongmin still had. Despite that, being with Donghyun seemed so right in a way that only the two of them could understand. When he finally moved forward and kissed his lips, everything seemed to be in place while being completely shattered.
After his loss at the olympics, Dongmin just wanted to suffer in peace. But, as always, the destiny found a way to put him and Donghyun – the person he hated the most in the world – in the same place again.
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01 Jul 2026
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He wanted to be with someone, someone that he knew that a single night would be enough for him to die peacefully. But that someone was out of question, and as always, he’d have to settle with the closest to that.
Myung Jaehyun, whose lips have been kissed by Dongmin earlier. Myung Jaehyun, whose hands have held the body that Donghyun desired for half his life. Myung Jaehyun, who has been close to Dongmin in a way that he’d never be; whose body parts were in contact with Dongmin’s body.
Donghyun, once again, let himself drown in that wave of jealousy and yearning for something that would never be given directly to him. But he could make it work with the indirect. He has done that before.
Fucking his best friend's boyfriend is definitely the worst thing Donghyun has ever done, but it's the closest he will ever get to actually fucking him, so he puts his imagination to work.
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30 Jun 2026
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What happens when the obsessed, reckless stalker with the mastermind finally gets caught?
Will the rush of forbidden attraction be enough to survive the obsession, or will fear finally shatter their twisted dance?
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26 Jun 2026
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dongmin gets transferred to a new school. dongmin hates people. dongmin hates his life. dongmin hates donghyun. or does he?
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17 Jun 2026
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Taesan looks back at Leehan, at the jacket across his lap and at the faint scale-imprints that trace down his legs. Everything about his posture seems indifferent to the fact that his life is about to end. His days are numbered to twenty nine, but the merman in front of him doesn’t seem to care at all. Taesan can’t help but ask.
“And…you’re not scared?”
Leehan actually thinks about the question genuinely. He turns back towards Taesan, then at the sea in front of him, like he’s trying to gesture at a feeling or something too grand and inexplicable for a human like Taesan to understand.
“No,” he says finally. “Twenty-two years is a complete life for us. I’ve seen everything I was supposed to have seen. I just haven’t seen this part of life yet.”
OR: Taesan, a coastal guard, finds a merman washed up on shore, with only twenty-nine days left to live and a dream of knowing what life is like as a human, so Taesan decides to show him around. Unfortunately, one lunar cycle is both exactly enough and nowhere near enough.
(even if I can never go back, i still carry no regrets)
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16 Jun 2026