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    "Rozy," Brian, the team doctor says, "talk to me, buddy. That puck clipped you pretty good, how’s the pain?"

    Ilya blinks. He clenches his jaw against a wave of nausea. He rests his cheek on the ice, and the cold helps a little.

    "Bad. Very bad." He swallows. "Is Shane here?"

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    or, in the final MTL/BOS game of the year, ilya takes a puck to the head.

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    31 May 2026

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    Shane wakes up sick; he doesn't intend to let that disrupt his day.

    Ilya absolutely disagrees with that plan.

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    24 May 2026

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    Shane feels like a rookie all over again. He thinks back on that time in the showers, all those years ago, back to a teenage Ilya who raised his eyebrows and nodded his head at Shane in a silent dare. Back to a Shane and Ilya who were brave enough to make that jump, to see what could come of it. Shane thinks about how nervous he was, about being with a man for the first time, about that man being Ilya fucking Rozanov. His biggest enemy, his fiercest competitor, the only person in the world who understood what it meant to stand at the top and how truly fucking lonely it was. Except, they weren’t alone anymore. Not after the showers, not after the hotel rooms and the secret condos and the house in Boston- They never have to face it alone anymore. 

    And yet, Shane still somehow finds himself in moments like these where Ilya pushes them into different paths. As if they both aren’t racing for the same fucking thing.

    Or: Shane just really wants to be there for Ilya, but his boyfriend isn't making it easy for him.

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    23 May 2026

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    They may not have any idea how to do it, but there’s no way in hell the Montreal Metros are going to risk losing their Captain to a more accepting team. Full of determination, grit, open hearts, and absolutely no savvy, this team is going to learn how to be allies, come hell or high water.


    Hayden: did anyone do the optional inclusivity training last season?
    J.J. Boizeau: no
    Lawrence Olsson: no
    Gilbert Comeau: no
    Petro Andropov: no
    Matty Wilson: no
    Cam Stedlund: no
    Albert Schneider: no
    Aleks Miitka: no
    Georges Gagnon: no
    Patrice Drapeau: no
    Hayden: excellent, we’re nailing this so far

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    23 May 2026

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    Spring of 2016: Ilya loses a father.

    Summer of 2016: Ilya loses a brother.

    Fall of 2016: Ilya gains a daughter, a lover, and a friend.

    Or: another "what if Ilya gained custody of his niece" fic.

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    12 May 2026