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    Ilya ignored the request from the NHL twice. The first time they asked through his agent, the second time the director of marketing called his personal number directly. He never got along with the league as a player, and he certainly didn't need to make them happy now.

    The next attempt to reach him was harder to ignore. A phone call from an unknown number. A voicemail that made his blood run cold.

    "Hi Ilya. This is Rose Landry. We've never met, but Shane speaks so highly of you. I think the NHL has been trying to get in touch. Shane said you probably wouldn't talk to them. But...think about it, ok? I know it would mean a lot to him."

    The final request crumbled his resolve. The caller ID blinked "Jane," and Ilya stared at it.

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    Canon divergence, Shane and Ilya are estranged for a decade. Shane finally reaches out to Ilya when he retires.

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    31 May 2026

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    Chronically Late by NotRamona43 is a lovely read. It's a canon-divergence where Shane and Ilya are estranged for a decade, but then Shane retires. It's a story about learning to hope and trust again. I really enjoyed the way wrote NotRamona43 wrote this; both Shane and Ilya have changed and grown over the decade they've been apart, but they are still fundamentally the boys who met at juniors.

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    Ilya Rozanov has spent ten years circling Shane Hollander. Ten years of hotel rooms and secret phone calls. Ten years of pretending he doesn't feel it, doesn't need it, doesn't wake up reaching for someone who's already gone. Ten years convincing himself he's not good enough. That he's not worth it.

    Then a plane needs to make an emergency landing near Montreal, and Yuna Hollander is on it.

    So when Shane calls him from a bathroom floor, unable to breathe, Ilya stops pretending.

    After five hundred miles of frozen highway, three and a half hours of driving like a man possessed, a hospital waiting room full of people who have every reason to hate him, and a boy who looks at him like he's something worth keeping, Ilya may have learned a thing or two about what it means to be loved—and to let himself love freely.

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    24 May 2026

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    The Distance Between Us by Bruja_oscura is a really beautiful canon-divergent fic where the plane Yuna is on has an emergency landing and things do not look good for her. Shane is drowning and Ilya cannot let him sink. It's a really compelling read and I love the way all the realtionship in this are written.

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    “I’m sorry,” Shane whispers against Ilya’s hair. “I’m so, so sorry. I didn’t—”

    Shane cuts himself off with a faint stutter in his breath that Ilya feels in his own chest.

    “Please,” Ilya begs, but he isn’t sure what he is even asking for.

    He wants Shane to leave. He wants Shane to stay. He wants Shane to hold him and never let go.

    Ilya feels Shane’s fingers fist in his curls, holding tight as if Ilya could ever bring himself to pull away.

    Shane doesn’t know that Ilya could never, that he cannot fathom turning his back to take even one step away from him.

    All he can do is push Shane away, make him walk first, and pick up the pieces left behind.

     

    Or an alternative to that fight from the long game, but instead of Shane leaving as Ilya asks, they actually talk it out

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    19 May 2026

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    i will choose you by whateveridk is a reimagining/canon-divergence of the fight in the Long Game where Shane decides to stay. It's really beautifully written. Full of emotions. It's also really hopeful.

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    It figures that even half-way across the world Ilya's dick manages to ruin Cliff's day. The real surprise is that it isn't the only dick involved in this mess.

    Featuring an ill-timed outing, a supportive but clueless team trying its best, panicking over Russia's LGBTQ laws, too many group chats, an unhinged 3am brainstorming session on how to get your captain a new citizenship (asking for a friend) and Roz' inability to answer his fucking phone.

    Or: Ilya disappears in Sochi. Half-way across the world his team does its best to help. Their best is more than anyone could have foreseen.

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    04 May 2026

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    Cliff's Horrible, No Good, Very Bad Week (Is Probably Going Better Than Ilya's) by petroltogo is a brilliant read. Love the use of tweets and text conversations. Really enjoyed the outside POV. Canon divergent fic, Ilya gets outed whilst at Sochi.

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    He’s standing across from Ilya in his kitchen. Their feet are almost touching, Ilya’s in black socks that Shane also has multiple pairs of, Shane’s in his favourite soft striped ones. The rain is getting louder outside, moving from a drizzle to a downpour. And Ilya is looking at him like he loves him.

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    03 May 2026

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    silver lining by ghosttotheparty is an utterly lovely read. It's so full of love and longing and hope. I love the way Shane and Ilya are written in this, and I love the way Yuna and David are too. The slight canon divergence works really well and allows ghosttotheparty to give us a glimpse into Shane and Ilya and shaneandilya.

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    Yuna’s entire body aches, and it would appear that her instincts were right— Rozanov is small, and he’s vulnerable, and he’s tired, and he needed somewhere safe to rest.

    And Yuna can’t help the weird sense that she’s honoured— her home was somewhere for Rozanov to go, even if she and David knew nothing about any of it, even if they still don’t, Shane knew it would be safe for Rozanov here. Shane told him to come home.

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    25 Apr 2026

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    side effects may vary by ghosttotheparty is a really lovely read. It's a canon divergence where Yuna and David find out about Shane and Ilya and their plans for the future in a different way to canon. This is really well written.

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    When Ilya Rozanov goes down on the ice, the Boston Bears are already moving to defend their captain. No one expects Shane Hollander, captain of the Montreal Voyageurs, to be the one who throws the first punch.

    Or: the Boston Bears figure out Ilya and Shane's relationship first-and decide that instead of letting their captain move to Ottawa, they'll just kidnap his boyfriend instead. Shane Hollander would make a better Bear anyway.

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    19 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    (We Could Be) Something Great by Anonymous is absolutely awesome. the metros are assholes and the bears 'kidnap' shane. This is a really fun and well thought out read.

    ETA from original bookmark: (We Could Be) Something Great by Anonymous is an epic, fun, read. It's also a story that sucks you in. I love the way that Shane and Ilya are written in this, and I love the Bears - the fun and the chaos, and just how they are as a team and individuals is really well written.

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    Shane and Ilya are different behind closed doors.
    A multi POV fic that allows other characters to get a glimpse behind the wall.

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    16 Apr 2026

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    I really enjoyed the way AC91 in Walls explored Shane and Ilya's relationship through other people's pov. It was interesting to see how they and their relaionship was seen by those closest to them.

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    "Why are you not scared?"

    "I am scared," Ilya admits. "I just am tired. Of hiding me. Of hiding you. Of hiding how much I love you. I want to go to the rink— how do you say it? Authenti."

    "Authentically," Shane supplies, automatically.

    "Yes. Authentically. I want to go to the rink authentically, as me," Ilya confirms.

    Ilya looks at Shane, pauses until Shane meets his eyes. "I want to say: I, Ilya Rozanov, love a man, and that man's name is Shane Hollander."

     

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    Or, sometimes it takes a little more time, and some courage, to be with the one you love.

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    12 Apr 2026

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    courage [it couldn't come at a worse time] by veilofimagination is an absolutely epic read. I love this canon divergent take on how things could have played out differently. I really adored the way Ilya and Shane both grew and changed in this fic, how things were actually quite hard for both of them.

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    “Why are you here?” Ilya asked, very quietly.
    It still felt like a slap.
    Shane must have let out a sound of some sort, because Ilya turned to look at him, finally.
    “Did not mean it like that,” Ilya said. “Just… surprised.”
    Shane shifted awkwardly from one foot to the next, as if he was suddenly coming to the realization that he had no right to be here at all. “I got a call from the hospital,” he explained. “They told me I’m your emergency contact.”
    “Sorry,” Ilya said, in such a quiet voice it was almost impossible to hear him. “I forgot to change it.”
    Shane could only frown. That did not make him any less confused. “I guess I just… I don’t understand why you put me down as your emergency contact in the first place. It’s not like we…”
    Ilya took a couple of deep breaths. It looked like they were painful. His eyes slid away from Shane, like he couldn’t bear to look at him. “Did not have anyone else,” he admitted, and now his voice was the smallest Shane had ever heard it, like Ilya was trying to disappear as the words left him. “I’m sorry.”

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    Or: Ilya has a car accident. Shane is his emergency contact... even though they're no longer seeing each other.

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    07 Apr 2026

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    Emergency contact by heartsmadeofbooks is a lovely read. It's a bit of a canon divergence, but Ilya gets in a car accident and Shane is his emergency contact.

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    Morals Clause: A contract provision that may be used in endorsement, spokesperson, and similar agreements to give the advertiser the right to terminate the deal, seek damages, or remove branding if the individual engages in actions bringing disrepute, scandal, or negative attention, protecting the brand's image and financial interests.

    Yuna does her research—apparently, a morals clause is common, in contracts like this.

    It bothers her, a little, how vague it is, but ultimately, she doesn’t see an issue with it—at least, not really.

    Shane is many things, and she is so, so excited to see how much more he becomes… but, for all of the many things she imagines in his future, she doesn't think he's capable of doing anything that could be accurately described as scandalous.

    She's wrong.

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    05 Apr 2026

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    morality clause by canadadry follows Yuna's POV through Heated Rivalry. Really well written. Very interesting. Great characterisation.

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    The photos leak on a Wednesday. Ilya sets his life and career on fire on Sunday, mostly out of spite. On Monday, he is the first out queer player in the NHL.

    Nobody handles the ensuing circus well, least of all Scott Hunter.

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    04 Apr 2026

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    we cannot waste time (—only ourselves.) by llamallamaduck is a really well written, thoughtful, and addictive read. This fic is a journey. The Ilya in this is beautiful and complicated and hurt and full of love.

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    Sometimes life came at you with a clenched fist and Ilya had never figured out how to duck.

    So here he was, twenty-eight years old, single, dealing with the fallout from injuries given to him by the game he loved, and the second youngest assistant coach in the league to one of the worst teams. Stability was hard to come by, but he was managing.

    Then along came Shane Hollander to knock him on his ass, one more time.

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    02 Apr 2026

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    Change Your Win Conditions by Vee (Vera_DragonMuse) is an epic read. A canon divergent fic where Ilya gets a career ending injury and becomes a coach. I love the way Ilya is written in this fic and the series.

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    “Fuck.” Shane melted into the strong hand at his neck, the pressure over his throat and the heat of the Alpha’s palm. “Fuck, that’s–” his eyes started to flutter closed, his knees going weak, but he heard the Alpha huff a laugh and immediately stiffened again. 

    “Don’t do that.” he warned. “Don’t laugh like me letting you put your hand on my throat is predictable submissive Omega behavior and you're making fun of me."

    “That is not why i was laughing.” Ilya squeezed Shane’s throat lightly, his thumb pressing over the suppressant patch covering the Omega's bonding spot and blocking his sweet scent. “I thought you would fight it, fight submitting. But you didn’t.”

    “No I–” Shane swallowed hard. “I like it.” 

    “Good.” Ilya smiled slow and a little dangerous, running his tongue over his bottom lip and then over the sharp ends of his fangs before he leaned in and growled into the Omega’s ear. “Now get on your knees.”

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    25 Mar 2026

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    Bare by NotEvenCloseToStraight is a brilliant read. A/B/O Hollanov that follows canon as much as it can.

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    When the unsentimental financial imperative of the NHL sees Shane traded to the Boston Raiders, he and Ilya are thrown into closer extended proximity than ever before. As they adjust to life as teammates, they are forced to contend with the nature of their relationship -and must answer for themselves: is it even a relationship at all?
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    Sliding down the wall, Shane hunched over his untied sneakers, shoved on hastily when Coach had called him in for a meeting after morning skate.

    “Boston wanted you specifically. I’ve already spoken to their GM. You’re flying this evening or tomorrow morning: I’ll confirm once the paperwork clears.”

    “Mom,” Shane managed.

    “Oh sweetie. I know, okay. Those fuckers, how dare they do this! Two fucking cups! Now all of a sudden they decide they want a reset and you’re going to fund it.”

    Shane put his head between his knees and tried to breathe. God, Boston. They hated him there; it was so far away; he was fucking their captain.

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    20 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Boston Boys by xpityx is a gem. It's a canon divergence where Shane gets traded to the Bears. I love seeing them on the same team, and them figuring out how they work. xpityx writes both Shane and Ilya really well, and I love how their team mates are also written.

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    selbindery (on ao3 and instagram!) has fic bound this entire series and it is so, so wonderful, please go check out their beautiful work of art here:

    https://www.instagram.com/p/DWhgjfuFsVr/?igsh=MTlmbDBvbDBmMG55bQ==

    (fic binding is only ever acceptable for personal use! do not attempt to sell or monetize fanfiction!)

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    13 Mar 2026

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    something you can fix by some1_around is an absolutely fantastic read. It's a canon divergence where Shane gets outed earlier and deals with the fallout of that, and of course the love between Shane and Ilya. Currently there's three parts and it is an absolutely gorgeous read - the charcterisation is brilliant and the story is interesting a good mix of familiar and different.

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    12 Mar 2026

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    desperate measures (the 2021-2022 season) by LiarsandThieves22 is an absolute gem. Currently there are two parts, the first of which is from Ilya's POV and the second from outsider POVs, which focuses on Shanes first year at Ottawa. Both parts are absolutely brilliant.

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    Yuna getting stuck in an elevator with Ilya for two hours doesn't change everything... but it changes some things. Like Yuna getting to be on a first-name basis with Ilya a full year before her son is.

    (Part 2 (the smutty part) is not actually essential reading if you are not in the mood for smut!)

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    09 Mar 2026

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    It starts in an elevator by Sporkess is a phenomenal read. The characterization and plot are superb; it's the kind of story where once you start you don't surface to breathe until the end. It's a really interesting canon divergence, and watching events happen and change after Ilya and Yuna get stuck in a elevator is brilliantly handled. This made me love the pairing more.

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    He’s already in the room, shutting the door behind himself as quietly as he can before he realises that not only is there someone other than Shane in the room, but there are three someones other than Shane.

    And, as if he hasn’t already fucked up spectacularly, the someones happen to be the Hollanders and Hayden fucking Pike.

     

    // or; Ilya visits Shane in the hospital and meets his parents. He's traumatized and grieving, everything hurts, and Shane takes after his mother.

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    06 Mar 2026

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    маскировка by ghosttotheparty is a lovely read. It's a really simple canon divergence but ghosttotheparty makes it into a really heartwarming story that's full of love.

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    The first snowfall in Boston that year brings several things: a heavy layer of dirty snow coating all the roads of the city; a freezing, threatening cold to the air both inside and out; all incoming flights to Logan getting grounded before they could even think about taking off; and the breaking rumors that Ilya Rozanov is fucking men in his spare time.

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    04 Mar 2026

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    there are things i was never meant to keep (will you be another one of them?) by eurydicees is a beautiful heartbreaking and hopeful read. Ilya is outed and things snowball from there.

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