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"So, he lays here in bed, letting the light from his phone screen beam into his eyes for another few minutes until he eventually gives up. He barely knows the guy. He goes to a school across town, likely chance he'll never see his face again. Why bother with something so pointless and let it haunt him? Joe rests his phone by his bedside table, screen facing down to make sure he doesn't feel tempted to try texting again. His eye flick across the ceiling for what feels like an eternity before they feel heavy enough to close, and sleep finally welcomes him.
That night, he dreams of the boy named William.
That morning, his eyes shoot open as he feels the ghost of the other boy's lips on his own, a heat rising through his body to make his cheeks burn red.
His hands drift towards his phone before he can talk himself out of what he's about to do."
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Joe lets himself pursue a potential relationship, despite his initial worries. He just doesn't yet realize how much this connection will change his life.
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- Part 2 of the days we share
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He doesn't go out of his way to meet new people. And new people don't go out of their way to introduce themselves first. Whether it's due to the fact that he's an Arab in the middle of a city with people who don't look like him, or the fact that he "seems intimidating" at first glance, or a mix of both… He keeps to himself. The other two boys, Yanis and Fahd, are exceptions. Although, they're not particularly close or anything. They happened to go the same school, share many of the same classes, and just ended up being around each other. Joe considers them friends. Barely. The other two seem closer to each other than Joe either way.
It's when his eyes are glancing down the street, considering whether or not he should ditch, when a soft voice cuts through his internal monologue.
"Hey," Joe turns to see another boy facing him with a cigarette between his fingers. "Got a light?"
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Joe gets dragged along to a party by Yanis and Fahd. Tensions at home are at an all time high with his mother, so he takes the chance to spend less time at home, even if he doesn't particularly care for this party. While he's taking a break for some fresh air, he meets someone new.
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An alt-universe series of fics where Joe and William never managed to get caught within the detention system. This allows them to meet and explore their relationship in more traditional ways, without constantly needing to keep every moment fleeting and hidden. Mostly fluff, which is what these boys so desperately need after the film.
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gave me his whole heart (and i gave him head) by starsatellite
Fandoms: The Long Walk (Movie 2025)
15 Jun 2026
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Collie truly looked like a mess — hair probably in knots from the loose bun he pulled it back with that sat at the lower nape of his neck, free strands circling his jaw, dark bags under bloodshot, tired eyes, and a wobble of his lower lip that threatened to spill tears, so even if by some miracle Pete didn’t know, he could take a shot in the dark.
Because it felt like someone had ripped his fucking heart from his chest.
And Pete was patient, kind, but stern when he advised with his arms crossed, “Alright, Parker. Start from the beginning.”
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Collie isn't built for casual, and Gary isn't as straight as he claims.
2026 parkovitch appreciation week - day 2: pining.
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Bookmarked by solarastra
16 Jun 2026
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Ivan is leaving Croatia, and leaving Lovro too. Their story ending, told between after sex talks
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Bookmarked by solarastra
11 Apr 2026
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utterly devastating kolacic breakup fic that I’ll probably go back to in the future if I want to make myself hurt emotionally ✌️
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It’s then that Lovro meets Ivan’s eyes, and a silent exchange happens between them.
Ivan offers, gently, “You could introduce me as a friend.”
It’s not enough, Lovro wants to say. How could it ever be? Like having to keep Ivan’s baby picture as his lockscreen instead of a picture of him now. Like Ivan stealing his shirts to wear in public spaces instead of reaching down to hold his hand. Like having to create fantasy scenarios in his mind about innocent affection. Discreet. Hidden. Like what he feels is something wrong. “Sure,” he says instead. “Maybe.”
A couple months down the line, Lovro gets a text from his father.
Bookmarked by solarastra
08 Apr 2026
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beautiful kolacic fic with amazing character study for lovro. will be coming back to this in a few weeks because it’s just SOOOOO good.
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Ivan doesn't know how to react when Lovro invites him to Ema's exhibition. He doesn't really know why Lovro was invited in the first place. It makes even less sense that Lovro seems to want to go.
It's not that Ivan is jealous - he knows well enough that there had been no love to lose in the first place between them. He's simply confused.
“Do you really think that's a good idea?” Ivan asks.
Lovro shrugs, the movement jolting them both. “It might be nice. You might like her now that she's not my girlfriend.”
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or: five times Ivan meets some of the most important people in Lovro's life, and one time Lovro meets Ivan's
Bookmarked by solarastra
22 Mar 2026
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the domestic kolacic we all so desperately deserve after the s3 finale, with some wonderful character moments between Ivan and the rest of the cast that makes my heart melt <3
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In which Ivan attends his fifth session, buys heart muffins, and comes home to find that some silences are heavier than others.
Bookmarked by solarastra
18 Mar 2026