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  1. Public Bookmark 31

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    "For God–as the Jesuits have said–chooses a myriad of ways to enter into souls: the golden powder, a swan, a bull, a dove, and countless others." For Mello, it was a boy, young and unaware, named Matt.

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    28 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 4

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    Mu Qing can only remember a single scene from before his childhood memories, and it was when he woke up in a hospital bed, with his mother sobbing while hugging him desperately. In the outside corner of the room, hidden behind someone else, he saw the shadow of a boy staring at him, and when he was seen by Mu Qing's dark eyes, trying to understand, the boy was no longer there.

    Thus, Mu Qing lives for seven years with a part of his brain empty, without remembering what truly caused his memory loss. When a new student transfers from a college in another country to continue his studies there, Mu Qing cannot understand the strange sensation of his heart racing near this person.

    “My name is Mu Qing.”

    “I know.”

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    28 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 7

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    At 00:00, Matt turns eighteen.
    At 00:09, still a virgin and still hopelessly in love with Mello, he downloads Grindr in the hope of fixing at least one of those problems.

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    27 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 21

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    Part of Feng Xin felt he should feel a bit guilty doing this, or at least off put doing this to a teenager, but this teenager was Mu Qing, the thorn in his side and source of far too many shameful jerk offs in private for the past 800 years of his life. He knew the other would probably end up doing even worse to him if he was in his position, if how he treated Nan Feng was any indicator.


    Hit by a curse while on a mission, Mu Qing gets de-aged to his teenage mind and body. Left to deal with wrangling the very confused and very upset teenager, Feng Xin also has to deal with the resurfacing of his feelings that existed back then.
    Much to Mu Qing's horror, he decides to act on them.

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    22 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 3

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    Mello wasn’t kind, he wasn’t good and he wasn’t capable of being loved.

    So why did Matt insist on lying to him?

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    Self loathing Mello finds some comfort in rope

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    14 Jun 2026