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After so many years in the Port Mafia, Chuuya thought he couldn't be phased by anything - that he had carried out the worst orders that would ever be given to him. Then he sees things he never saw before. He sees horror, cruelty, needless suffering. He sees death in every step he takes.
Chuuya is only human, too. Eventually, he breaks.
OR, Chuuya leaves the Port Mafia and attempts to escape his bloodstained past.
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14 Jun 2026
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Maybe he’d trained Akutagawa-Kun better than he realised, because the boy had completely flipped the script and given Dazai a taste of his own medicine and the detective detested the taste. He could feel his own wretched jealousy burning and tearing at his insides. Akutagawa had used the only person that could get under Dazai’s skin and it had succeeded so beautifully he was almost proud.
(Akutagawa has no idea what’s going on)
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5 times dazai gets jealous over Chuuya and Akutagawa’s relationship and 1 time he fixes the issue
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07 Jun 2026
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unmake the stars by Itabane
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs, Sen to Chihiro no Kamikakushi | Spirited Away
25 Jul 2022
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Three months after Dazai’s defection, Nakahara Chuuya books himself a week-long stay at a bathhouse nobody knows the whereabouts of. He comes back… different. Or, perhaps, just the way he’s supposed to be.
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07 Jun 2026
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At eighteen, Chuuya doesn't know how to kiss.
Dazai teaches him how.
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"I think you broke my nose," Dazai says faintly, finally letting Chuuya remove his hands. He frowns as Chuuya angles his head a bit to look at it. Dazai presses the back of a quick finger to the underside of his nose, blinking. "I'm bleeding, aren't I? I think I'm bleeding?"
Chuuya rolls his eyes, letting him go. "Your nose is fine. It's not bleeding either, so stop bein' so dramatic about it."
"Chuuya should kiss it better."
"Hah!" Chuuya exclaims, "Shut the hell up, you! This doesn't give ya a free pass to say such bullshit just 'cuz I'm doing this with you!"
Dazai is staring ahead, his eyes hazy. "Ugh, yeah. I'm pretty grossed out too now at what I just said. Where were we? Oh, right." He looks back at Chuuya, focused again. "So… this time… go slow, okay? I know you're excited to kiss my pretty face and all but - "
"DAZAI!" Chuuya's voice is high and wild, bordering on a screech. He's starting to regret this already.
"But you have to make sure you can actually see where my pretty face is instead of just banging into me."
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06 Jun 2026
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