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Buck is in the middle of baking another batch of cookies, probably the 3rd batch of snickerdoodles he’s baked in the past 3 days, when his phone rings. He absentmindedly looks over at it and has to do a double take, literally jumping in surprise and dropping the spoon into the batter.
It’s Chris.
Not only is it Chris calling, but he’s facetiming him. Holy shit.
So he picks up his phone, prays this isn’t a buttdial, leans back against the fridge, and tries to act normal and casual. Noticing what he just did makes him cringe and shake his head at himself, a little embarrassed. He plasters a smile on his face anyways and accepts the call. “H-Hey, Chris, what’s up?”
“Why are you letting Dad move to El Paso?” he demands immediately.
or, Buck and Chris have a discussion about Eddie's decision to move back to El Paso.
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They stare at each other for a few moments, the tension between them palpable. Eddie glances down Buck’s face, then away, and stands up. “Get up.”
“What?” Buck laughs, a little startled.
“Get up,” Eddie repeats, holding his hands out.
Buck, confused, grasps his hands gently anyways and gets up, neither of them mentioning he didn’t need to take Eddie’s hands to do so. “Okay…”
“We,” Eddie starts, reaching up to pop Buck’s collar, “are going to dance.”
Coda to 8.06, where Buck joins Eddie in some Risky Business dancing.
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"Maybe we’re just approaching this the wrong way? Maybe we just need a… a different way of communicating with him, if he’s up for it. Like… get to his playing field. Meet him where he’s comfortable, you know? That way he’d feel more comfortable talking to you."
Eddie lifts his head from his hands, only to glare at Buck skeptically. “Like to the zoo or something? How am I supposed to take him there if he’s in Texas ? I don’t think he would appreciate it if I just showed up to take him to the damn zoo, Buck.”
“No, I’m not talking about taking him to the zoo,” he says. It’s been a year or two since frequent zoo trips, anyways, and he knows Eddie knows that. “I was thinking more like,” he gestures in the direction of the TV, where a couple gaming consoles sit in the TV stand. “Like one of those online games he plays with his friends. He’s really into Fortnite right now.”
or, buck thinks eddie and chris should play fortnite to try to fix their relationship. also, eddie deals some good ol’ catholic guilt and repression
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“No, I just–” Dream scrunches up his face, trying to think of a way to say what he’s thinking without word-vomiting all over the place or sounding too poetic or sickeningly in love (which he is, to be clear).
“Just what?” George smirks teasingly, pulling his knees up to his chest to face Dream better on the couch. He's teasing, but still showing he’s got his full, genuine attention now.
“Just…” the blonde sighs, then sees the gold chain peek out from George’s collar. His gold chain. It makes him hold back a smile, rolling his eyes at how cheesy he’s about to sound and clears his throat. “You just… look really, really happy.”
Dream lets George know why he thinks he looks so much happier in Florida.
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“No, like, if you just sit there and force me to edit, then I’ll do it,” George argued, standing with his arms crossed at the foot of Sapnap’s bed.
The younger looked up at him with an unimpressed look. He heaves a deep sigh, making a show of rolling his eyes and dropping his phone onto his chest. “What’s in it for me, huh? I’m just your, what? Creative director? Your fucking babysitter?”
George asks Sapnap to help him edit his meetup vlog, eventually showing him the song he picked out for his video ages ago.
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(hopelessly) waiting for your love by attfna
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 May 2026
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When Shane takes a hard hit on the ice, he wakes up three days later to find his reality has been shattered. But the truth is, it wasn’t reality at all. Just an elaborate set of false memories conjured by a brain injury. 'False memory syndrome' they call it. Shane calls it a nightmare he couldn't have imagined.
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Shane doesn’t have amnesia. Instead, he wakes up wanting his boyfriend only to realize his brain concocted a bunch of fake memories of a nine year situationship and Shane has no idea how to live in his actual reality that Ilya hasn’t been a part of. Luckily, Ilya is…curious.
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21 Jun 2026
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courage [it couldn't come at a worse time] by veilofimagination
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Feb 2026
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"Why are you not scared?"
"I am scared," Ilya admits. "I just am tired. Of hiding me. Of hiding you. Of hiding how much I love you. I want to go to the rink— how do you say it? Authenti."
"Authentically," Shane supplies, automatically.
"Yes. Authentically. I want to go to the rink authentically, as me," Ilya confirms.
Ilya looks at Shane, pauses until Shane meets his eyes. "I want to say: I, Ilya Rozanov, love a man, and that man's name is Shane Hollander."
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Or, sometimes it takes a little more time, and some courage, to be with the one you love.
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Bookmarked by ithilhu (spacesuited)
19 Jun 2026
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Ilya Rozanov has been drafted by Boston, the number one pick overall, but his father doesn't want him moving to America and so takes steps to block his visa. He's going to have to go back to Russia and stay there forever and that, thinks Shane Hollander, is wrong.
It's so wrong that Shane can't stop himself from doing something about it. Even though that something is the most reckless, the only reckless thing he's ever done in his life. He marries Rozanov in secret, to keep him out of Russia and put him on a path to Canadian citizenship.
Shane's got a five-year plan to get him there and when you have a plan nothing can go wrong. Right? Right. When you have a solid plan and a marriage that's on paper only there's no risk of feelings getting involved. Not on Rozanov's part and certainly not on Shane's.
Right???
(or, the story of how Shane Hollander fell in love with his own husband)
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18 Jun 2026
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find your way back home by strange_ghost
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 Jun 2026
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"Hi, solnyshko.”
The Russian pet name set a firework off inside Shane's mind as he heard it cooed from behind him. The intonation was just as he remembered, but the voice was much deeper.He turned and felt himself short circuit. It took every ounce of willpower to not let his jaw drop cartoonishly to the floor. Shane would recognize his individual features anywhere, even after 5 years. But it was as if someone had snapped their fingers and the smug, silly Russian boy who had been attached to Shane's hip for 3 summers was transformed into some sort of fucking Adonis right before his eyes.
“Ilya-” was all Shane managed before strong arms were wrapped around his waist and lifting him off the ground in a greeting all too familiar from years ago.
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When Shane Hollander & Ilya Rozanov spent their summers as teens in an elite hockey camp, they quickly became inseparable friends. But they lose touch when Shane moves on as a prospect for the NHL and Ilya for the KHL.Years later, Montreal makes a bold move to take the hottest player in the KHL. After hearing of the Russian's reputation, the Montreal Captain is tasked with keeping his old best friend and new teammate out of trouble.
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Bookmarked by ithilhu (spacesuited)
15 Jun 2026
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As the Romans Do by kooksie
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
01 Jun 2026
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As a straight man, Ilya Rozanov has never had a gay roommate before, but it’s going pretty well. Shane Hollander is kind, silly, and an even bigger hockey nut than Ilya.
So when Shane starts bringing men over, and Ilya begins to want to bash their fucking heads in, Ilya comes to a startling conclusion: He must be homophobic.
(He’s jealous.)
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Bookmarked by ithilhu (spacesuited)
04 Jun 2026

