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    Selected text messages from the phones of Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander, circa 2020-2021.

     
    Troy Barrett: I’m planning to drive up to Toronto to finish packing up my apartment on Saturday, and I was wondering if you’d want to grab dinner after your game while we’re both in town?
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    Jane: …did you tell Barrett about us?
    Lily: no i promise
    Lily: he maybe thinks it is possible, but i did not tell
    Jane: I don’t think he has any idea
    Lily: what makes you say this
    Jane: Just a hunch

     
    Or: Troy asks for Shane’s number, and Ilya gives it to him. What could go wrong? Or maybe more importantly, what could go right?

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    03 Jul 2026

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    screaming crying throwing up etccccc r*chel r*id learn a thing or two!!!!!!!!!

  2. Rec 62

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    Shane is someplace else, and has been for a while now. His head, his hands; neither of them are on quite right. His coordination is suffering and his reaction time is sluggish. Ilya thought it might have been stress in anticipation of the upcoming season, or even fatigue from all the summer brand work. He’ll probably never find out what the matter really is. It’s hard to do his diligence as a good boyfriend when the only adjective the love of his life can find to refer to himself with is ‘fine’. Whatever it is, it’s bothering Shane, and so it’s bothering Ilya. The solution is tried and true: Shane’s caught in his own head, so Ilya will make him vacate it.

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    01 Jul 2026

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    sweet lordddddd this was both hot and an amazing character study on ilya

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    “Ilya,” he gasps. “You’re drunk, hey, ah, wait,” he adds, and he’s trying so hard to do the right thing here, but Ilya’s cock is still sliding against his and he can’t stop himself from moving his hips to chase it.

    “Yes,” Ilya says. His mouth trails down over Shane’s collarbone and his chest, leaving a trail of spit because he’s being so messy. “Waited all night to have you,” he mumbles, looking up to meet Shane’s eyes, and takes his nipple between his lips.

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    26 Jun 2026

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    *deep breath* oh my GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

    fuck this was good. also "“Fuuuck,” Ilya groans, collapsing his full weight onto Shane so there’s barely space for him to breathe, caging Shane’s head with his forearms and panting into his open mouth." ugh delicious

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    21 Jun 2026

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    OBSESSED with this, heartbroken over the "completed: yes" 😭😭😭 boodilya bestieism you're my entire heart ohhhhh perfect loving sweet ilya characterization you're so special to me ohhh shane calling ilya baby you're so itttt for me ughhhhhh

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    Ilya thought he knew everything there was to know about Shane's sexual habits. His quirks. How his gag reflex is almost non-existent, how his ass craves to be filled if he goes too long without it, how he loves to be kissed so much that, if Ilya really tries, he can get Shane off just by sucking his tongue.

    He's never once heard about Shane being good at eating pussy.

    Or: Ilya overhears that his totally-casual-sitationship was very good at munching and has a jealous fit about it.

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    03 Jun 2026

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    oh my fucking GODDDDDDDDDDD

    also: Be mine, he wants to say. Be only mine. Let me mold myself into your life so permanently that you have to break us both to escape. *brb kmsing*