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Don't Blame Me (Love Made Me Crazy) by starshinings
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
23 Aug 2025
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Yoshiki discovers the monster’s true form — and instead of recoiling, he kneels. He touches its monstrous body with reverence. He asks it to love him back harder.
“You can be ugly with me. You can be anything with me.”
That was the start of the age-old story of how an obsessive monster met an equally obsessive soul.
Or, Hikaru suddenly loses control of his powers in front of Yoshiki before the confrontation. He thought for sure that he was about to be alone and casted away. Again. To his surprise, Yoshiki seems to be fine with him. With this.
Perhaps a little too much.
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Timeless Limerence by starshinings
Fandoms: 地獄楽 | Hell's Paradise: Jigokuraku (Manga), 地獄楽 | Hell's Paradise: Jigokuraku (Anime)
07 Aug 2023
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Limerence
;(adj.) obsessive romantic attraction towards another person.‘I just wanted you to see me.’
Even at the brink of his last breath, this was still Shija’s last thoughts. He had no regrets. He can die happy. Afterall, it was Gabimaru who ended his life. But, he can’t help but wonder if things would’ve been different if he figured out his feelings earlier.
No, the feeling was not hatred. Not even envy.
The reason why he became like this was because of the twisted, sinister, and the most painful form of torture.
Love.
He scoffed, coughed some more blood, and groaned. He can feel his consciousness slipping away from him.
‘Ah. Peace at last.’
So imagine his shock to wake up in Iwagakure beside his brothers —who were all dead for God knows how long— and see himself being beaten up by his father —whom he had killed himself the moment he learned how to wield a blade.
What the actual fuck.
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Or, after dying, Shija finds himself being sent back 13 years into the past, when he was only still 4 years old.
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“Why won’t you marry me?”
As usual, Wei Wuxian was ignored by the most perfect human being he ever laid his eyes on. He didn’t mind though. He was used to it. He only smirked, convincing himself that he would be able to actually be in a relationship with his boss someday.
Boss…
He really didn’t want to work for this man. He didn’t want to work in this company. He just…he didn’t have a choice. As he has always said,
“I’d rather do my boss than do the paper works they give me all day.”