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It had been a long time since Tommy felt comfortable in his house. He tried, god knows he tried to belong. In his house, in Pogtopia, in Logsteadshire, in Las Nevadas, with Wilbur, in Snowchester. Nothing stuck. He was always one bad day from being kicked out or running away. He thought he had belonged in L'manburg, but that didn't last. It wasn't meant to be – or that's what he had to tell himself every morning, anyway, repeating someone else's lines and trying to ignore the explosions that were laced between the words.
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Tommy didn't know how long it had been since he got up. The mold had covered the ceiling, turning it a shade of black he associated with midnight. It was almost pretty.Series
- Part 1 of my dsmp fics
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a dictionary of me and you by stressedbisexualTM
Fandoms: Life Series | 3rd Life SMP Series, 3rd Life | Last Life SMP Series
21 Jul 2025
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a few unorganized one-shots regarding words that are very, very desert duo to me
or there will be when I get the motivation to write them lol
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Last Blues for Bloody Knuckles by stressedbisexualTM
Fandoms: 3rd Life | Last Life SMP Series, Life Series | 3rd Life SMP Series
25 Aug 2024
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my take on the final few weeks of third life. the timeline is most certainly fucked up, its been years since I watched third life and my perception of it has been irreparably damaged by fics and the like
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He smiles gently, sorrowfully, with too much earnestness in his eyes. Scar kneels down, blood and water lapping at his sides, and slowly guides your outstretched sword to his neck.
“Wait,” you choke out.
“You can kill me.”
“What — no,” you whisper. It feels like a scream.
“For —” his voice falters. “For everything you’ve done to me to keep me alive this long, you may slay me and take the enchanter.”
And — honestly, it didn’t matter if you’d just lost a life.
“No, I can’t —”
You don’t want to kill him.
“I can’t do it,” you plead.
But this was always the way it was going to end, wasn’t it?
“The ghosts want a fight,” you say.
One of you has to die anyway. Even if you both know who it will be.
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It wasn’t meant to last, your mind whispers. I know, your heart responds, I know but you cannot fault me for caring. -
Lost Letters by stressedbisexualTM
Fandoms: 3rd Life | Last Life SMP Series, Life Series | 3rd Life SMP Series
20 Mar 2024
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a collection of letters from one man to another. four aren't sent. one is.
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On The Nature Of Red Lives by stressedbisexualTM
Fandoms: 3rd Life | Last Life SMP Series, Life Series | 3rd Life SMP Series
20 Mar 2024
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"It's just..." she begins. "It's just that I don't know how you all do it."
"Do what?" He asks.
"Do.. this! This whole 'red life' business. It's so hard, because all I want to do all the time is kill and fight, and you and Impulse and everyone walk around like it's no big deal and- and.. I don't know. I just want to know how you all do it." She looks up at him, brows pinched in frustration. "How do you all walk around like nothing's the matter?"
Scott opens his mouth to respond, and closes it again. He remembers his first game. Hell, even his second.
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there is no order for them to be read in, but they do inform each other. mostly a compilation of character/event explorations and my headcanons on how the events of the dream smp played out. may or may not write dsmp stuff that doesn't follow my personal timeline, in which case they won't be included here
(yeah yeah I know there's only one right now. I'm preparing.)
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I Found You by clottedcreamtea
Fandoms: Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist - Wifies (Web Series)
10 Apr 2026
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Holy shit. Holy fucking shit Derek was dead. Dead? Probably. Holy shit. Hooooly shit.
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Derek's not dead until Avery says he is. And if it's up to Avery, that won't be anytime soon.
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- Part 1 of Life after the death screen
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30 Apr 2026
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One More Time by clottedcreamtea
Fandoms: Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist - Wifies (Web Series)
19 Apr 2026
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Collin groaned loudly, “Whatever, man. Not all of us can just go on the internet and find the perfect boyfriend.”
“Damn straight,” Derek nodded, “Right, Aves?”
“Yeah, totally,” Avery agreed absently, before: “Wait, what?”
“Seriously, Avery,” Collin said, “I dunno why you acted like you didn’t have game for so long. Could’ve had our live-in maid during our first semester!” He let out a low whistle, “God knows we needed it.”
“What? I don’t—what?”
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5 times people call Derek Avery’s boyfriend and the 1 time Avery says it himself.
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- Part 5 of Life after the death screen
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The Morning Thaws The Ice by vampirecatprince
Fandoms: Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist - Wifies (Web Series)
21 Apr 2026
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Upon unexpectedly waking up after his fusion with The King in Yellow, Derek slowly puts the pieces of his life back together and in the process realizes he's a lot less alone this time around.
In which Avery reunites with his savior, Hastur drives a 2012 Toyota Camry, and Derek allows himself to be a little selfish for once.
Title from De Profundus Borealis by Ghost
Bookmarked by stressedbisexualTM
30 Apr 2026
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Sword Of A Lie by bowekatan
Fandoms: Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist - Wifies (Web Series)
15 Apr 2026
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Even with his stores of near-infinite knowledge, D3rlord3 was not prepared for the sight that awaited him when he answered his front door:
On his doorstep stood a scrappy-looking young man in a Hawaiian shirt, cargo shorts, and a beaming smile. In his hand was D3rlord3’s hastily-written book.
The man, still smiling, tilted his head and asked, “Did you write this?”
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29 Apr 2026
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Forget-Me-Not by my_mind_is_an_enigma
Fandoms: Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist - Wifies (Web Series)
23 Apr 2026
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In the midst of his grief, Avery is visited by Derek in his dreams.
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