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    “It’s annoying, isn’t it,” Garak said, “when you’ve finally decided to give up and someone comes along and stubbornly insists that you keep living.”

    Julian’s eyes blinked open. “Garak?” he whispered.

    “Hello, my dear doctor.”

     

    CW for off-screen suicide attempt and on-screen suicidal ideation.

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    16 Jul 2026

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    "I tried," Father added, hoarse. "Tried to fix it."

    Garak swallowed. It was unreasonably difficult to do it. His heart was hammering in his chest; his mind was oddly blank. He felt excruciatingly aware of Julian, unmoving, leaning against the far wall—of the weight of Julian's eyes on him. But he'd told Father they were alone. He could not tell him to stop, could offer him no excuse for failing to respond as he must expect—

    "Is that what you were doing," Garak said, very softly.

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    14 Jul 2026

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    The one where the station's in a time loop, and Garak is the only one who seems to notice.

    ✧・゚: *✧・゚:*   *:・゚✧*:・゚✧

    This time, Garak doesn't tell him about Mila and Tain. He doesn't tell him anything. They just lie there together and he soaks in Julian's body heat and feels, for a moment, that he is very, very lucky to have this. Even though it's not real. Even though, tomorrow, they will have another clean slate.

    It is 25:59 and counting. Julian's fingers card through his hair.

    "I love you," Garak says, before the clock ticks down.

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    10 Jul 2026

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    Garak and Julian are both abducted and imprisoned by the Dominion in Camp 371. Sharing the experience does not make recovering any easier, but fortunately for them both, Julian isn't letting Garak go without a fight.

    The long, slow, fumbling road out of the dark, featuring gardening, poetry, and the many different forms intimacy can take.

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    09 Jul 2026

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    Genetic augmentation is unpredictable. Sometimes, some combination of genes from some combination of species results in an ability that no one ever expected. Too often, the results are death and destruction.

    And then there's Julian Bashir.

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    09 Jul 2026