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    “You know, bondage wasn’t really what I had in mind when you invited me over, but I’m not complaining. Say, I wonder what your Lightkeeper friends would think if they found out their cute little innocent captain was actually a freak in disguise,” Lohen grins, watching as Illuga pulls out a few neat coils of rope from his closet.

    “I’m sure my hobbies and interests aren’t any worse than theirs, or yours for that matter,” Illuga retorts and tosses the coils of rope onto his bed next to where Lohen sits, before going back to the closet to rummage around for more items they’ll need for this scene.

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    Lohen, who had been walking closer to the table, looks over at him. "Hm? Oh, no no no," he chuckles, waving a hand. "I'm just here to make sure our Grand Master doesn't work himself to death." Lohen talks with a slight purr, blowing a bubble. "Someone has to, after all," he says casually, shrugging his shoulders.

    Despite what he says, what he does, there's a certain tension radiating from him that's hard to miss. It's one he's well acquainted with seeing on the knight after knowing him for so long. Lohen puts on airs, seeming casual and flippant. He smiles like there isn't a problem, deflecting with an ill mannered joke like this one. But Varka sees past that. He sees the uneasiness in his steps, how his eyes linger on certain points in the room for a touch too long. Lohen holds himself like he's ready to strike at any moment, keeping weapons in easy reach. Or, if needed, bolt for the exit.

    Varka's more than willing to bet Lohen didn't come here right after getting back to camp. He doesn't miss the exhaustion in the other's eyes either.

    a story on everything unsaid and sleep.

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    A love nearly a decade in the making.

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    "He smiles to himself and begins to walk, unhurried, in Lohen’s direction. He doesn’t try to be quiet. He wants Lohen to hear him coming – to feel fear rushing up his throat, to bolt from his hiding spot like a scared rabbit, to run. And he knows Lohen wants him to give chase. To hunt him down until he’s breathless and trembling, to catch him and pin him and make him his."

    Lohen needs to let loose. Varka, as always, indulges him.

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    Lohen makes a short, dismissive sound. His hand slinks into Illuga’s hair, tilting his head back, and Illuga thinks that this is it, he was interesting briefly but he is ultimately still prey—but all Lohen does is graze his lips over the place just under his jaw where Illuga is sure his pulse is hammering against his skin.

    It is horrible, but Illuga realizes it is the gentlest touch he has felt in a long while. Even worse is when Lohen pulls away and cups his jaw carefully and studies him.

    Then, without warning, Lohen closes the gap between them. His lips hover a single breath from Illuga’s, and were he a human Illuga imagines he would be able to feel the heat of Lohen’s skin.

    He searches inside of himself for disgust, repulsion, fear—and finds nothing. Just a shallow emptiness, the absence of emotion. And there, buried so deep he almost misses it, a flicker of want.

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    27 Jun 2026