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    You say, "I don't know what I am."

    "It's okay not to know," Steve tells you. His face is very careful.

    But you know. You know that it's not okay.

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    02 Jun 2025

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    Beautiful Bucky recovering fic

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    In the chaotic years after Steve Rogers arrives back in 2023 as an old man, he helps rebuild the world, falls in love with his best friend, adopts a stray cat, and saves the entire timeline. Not necessarily in that order.

    “Now you’re slow enough for me to catch you the next time you try to do something stupid.” Bucky leans close and jostles their arms together. “That’s the best part.”

    Steve presses a wrinkled hand to his chest. “I’ve matured, James Barnes. I would never do something stupid.”

    Bucky rolls his eyes and drops an arm over Steve’s stooped shoulders. “Yeah, you’re still a punk, old man.”

    For the Captain America Big Bang 2019 | cabigbang with words by Eyres and art by Psifiend and Alby_mangroves

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    09 Feb 2024

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    You should have bookmarked this the first time you read it, dorkus. Absolutely amazing slow burn dealing with a difficult situation that Steve Rogers wouldn't have left to everyone else!!!

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    "Now are you gonna run away with me or not, Rogers?”

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    05 Jul 2023

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    Beautiful Steve and Bucky on a road trip, finally reconnecting.

  4. Public Bookmark 6

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    You think about how you haven't ever felt so alive for being dead.

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    29 Jun 2023

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    Great Vampire Steve written in second person.

  5. Public Bookmark 28

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    Steve and Bucky got married. The reception is small, quiet, awkward. In a word, perfect.

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    19 Jun 2023

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    Sweet married boys.

  6. Public Bookmark 53

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    This is the story of how Steve Rogers, aka Captain America, finds himself barefoot and standing on one leg in the middle of Prospect Park at 6.30am on a Thursday morning (and meets the man of his dreams in the process).

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    17 Jun 2023

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    Steve wakes to the sound of someone moving about in the kitchen below him. He lies for a few moments, trying to recall—a dream?

    He looks around the room. Cream walls. Blue floral curtains. A star-patterned quilt in blue and white with touches of red. He is—? His breath catches in his throat, his mind blank. Where is he?

    He exhales.

    He looks over at the nightstand and there is a piece of card propped up there. He reaches out to take it.

    You are Captain America. You are Steve Rogers. It is 1956. You are married to Peggy Rogers, nee Carter. You live in New Jersey. Sometimes you have trouble remembering.

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    Steve Rogers wakes up on Tuesday October 30 1956, and doesn't seem to remember his life that well. Why does every day feel so familiar? And why does he keep getting visited by tall, dark, handsome men who remind him of Bucky?

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    13 Jun 2023

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    Time loop, identity porn fic with excellent results!

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    Bucky takes the field glasses to see for himself, and there, just on the horizon, is the invasion force, jutting up from the water like a row of dark, tiny teeth. The distance is deceptive, though, he knows. They’ll be ashore within the hour.

    “The British are coming,” he quips, and Steve allows himself a small smile, but it doesn’t last.

    (A flash fic for the 75th anniversary of D-Day.)

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    08 Jun 2023

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    Excellent wartime Howlies fic. Absolutely recommend!

  9. Rec 15

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    “What happened,” Steve says after a few minutes.

    “Scratched it on the fence while I was doing some recon,” replies Bucky shortly, kicking his boots into the soft earth under the leaves. “It’ll be fine. But I need your help with this one.”

    “Who or what is in there,” asks Steve, resisting the urge to run his hand down Bucky’s uninjured thigh.

    “It’s Rumlow and one of my old handlers,” says Bucky softly, and Steve says “motherfucker” under his breath. “They arrived last night by helicopter. It’s still there, on a pad behind the warehouse, northwest corner. And we need to take this depot out too. There are no trucks at the bays but there are thirty or forty semis inside, full of weapons and other materials to restart Hydra cells in the Northeast.”

    Steve says “motherfucker” again, this time a little louder.

    “This is pretty big, bigger than the Berkshires,” he says after a moment of silence. “Should we get the Avengers involved? They’ve got the extra firepower, and Tony…”

    “No,” says Bucky sharply, cutting Steve off. He can’t see it, but Steve knows his love is frowning under his mask. “I need to take care of this now.“

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    03 Apr 2023

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    MURDER. HUSBANDS.

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    Bucky finds a popular sex toy modeled on Captain America's own anatomy. Well, isn't this just perfect? Because even after all this time, he still hasn’t seen Steve’s supersoldier cock. But apparently in this day and age anyone with $29.95 can get a decent replica. The unfairness of this is of galactic proportions.

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    28 Mar 2023

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    Funny and sexy!

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    After the Battle of New York, Steve finds a strange note in his apartment. It’s his handwriting, but he sure as hell would’ve remembered writing this.

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    28 Nov 2022

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    Excellent recovery fic set in post Endgame 2012. Steve is as dysfunctional as Bucky. Gosh, they're great.

  12. Public Bookmark 25

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    Everyone knows that Steve is just as likely to give you the best blowjob of your life as he is to sock you in the mouth if you’re being an asshole. It’s why he, unlike the other sex workers on his block, never has any regular customers.

    Well. Except for one.

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    20 Nov 2022

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    For a good time, maybe don't call Steve. 😂 Excellent cranky Steve and smitten Bucky.

  13. Rec 61

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    Somewhere in 18th century coastal Italy, a Gentleman's son firmly believes there is more to life than a comfortable home, ambitious parents, and a part-time gig at the butcher's shop. Then, from the depths of the ocean, like a well-timed plot device riding a squid, Gerard, Boy Princess of the Ocean, comes to show Frank just what he's missing.

    [A repost of the original 2008 gay starfish comic.]

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    26 Oct 2022

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    Ridiculous and beloved. A fandom classic.

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    Even if Steve wanted to... pursue James, romantically, he doubts his interest will be reciprocated. James is young, and beautiful, just a couple of years out of university with his whole life ahead of him. Steve, who's more than twenty years older, divorced and cynical, with hair that's more grey than blonde these days and a body that can no longer keep up with the strenuous workouts he was so fond of in his younger years, isn't a good fit for him.

    Or: Steve falls in love with the new receptionist.

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    17 Oct 2022

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    Steve is a horny, horny man and Bucky is a walking thirst trap.

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    Bucky had simultaneously wanted to do three things: roll his eyes and smack Steve's arm for how unbearably sappy that was, offer to suck Steve off right that second for what a surprisingly good line that actually was, and tell Steve to come over here and kiss him for the way the words were making Bucky's heart hammer in his chest.

    And, damn it all, he'd ended up going for option three.

     

    (Or: A very soft fic about all the little things that keep surprising Bucky now that he and Steve are together.)

     

    Stucky Bingo Round 4 Fill
    Square 04: Kink-Morning Sex

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    22 Sep 2022

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    Soft soft softness. All about the love.

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    When Steve decided to try waxing instead of shaving to avoid catching his body hair in the Cap suit, things don't go quite the way he expected. Between misunderstanding the listing on the website and thirsting over the man doing the procedure, he's not sure he'll survive the appointment.

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    13 Sep 2022

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    Mistakes taken care of quickly, but neither or them can keep their hands off each other.

  17. Rec 28

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    “White Wolf, White Wolf,” a kid crows. “What happened to your arm?”
    Steve pauses, listening.
    “A shark ate it,” Bucky says.

     

    Or, Steve and Bucky in Wakanda.

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    27 Aug 2022

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    Absolutely beautiful Wakanda fic. Aching is the word for it. Do recommend.

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    After Thanos is defeated, Steve doesn't stay in the past. This is the story of where he and Bucky go next.

    Seven pages. Posting complete.

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    10 Jun 2022

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    Sweet and beautiful Stucky comic post-Endgame.

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    In 1945, Steve Rogers jumps from a nosediving plane and swims through miles of Arctic Ocean to a frozen shore.

    In 1947, Steve Rogers marries Peggy Carter.

    In 1966, the New York Times finds the lost letters of Sergeant James Buchanan Barnes.

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    06 May 2022

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    Woof. Amazing canon divergent AU all about Steve going from WWII hero to nomad back to hero, all while grieving Bucky, but still getting to have a life. Amazingly researched historical fiction to boot.

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    "Brooklyn, like I said," he replied, taking Steve's hand and shaking it, then he paused, tilted his head, and said, "Actually, since you're staff? It's Bucky."

    "Bucky," Steve repeated, feeling oddly touched.

    "Always Brooklyn in front of the clients, though," he added seriously.

    "No, of course," Steve promised. "Good to meet you."

    "You too," he said, glancing down to where Steve was still holding his hand.

    Steve let go with a sheepish smile. "Sorry."

    Working in a brothel wasn't somewhere Steve ever expected to find himself, but then he'd never expected to quit his shitty corporate hell-job to apprentice as a tattoo artist. Great as it was, his apprenticeship didn't come with a pay cheque, so eating and keeping a roof over his head meant finding a job that paid actual money. Which was how he'd ended up as the night receptionist in a brothel, accidentally holding Bucky's hand, with no idea Bucky was going to turn out to be something else he'd never expected.

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    27 Mar 2022

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    Ace Bucky and Steve are love. I needed this in my life.

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