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Rather than give him the joint, Ilya takes it back between his own lips and sucks in a deep breath, the tip glowing as he does so. Then, before Shane can process it, he’s reaching up and sliding one large hand around the back of Shane’s neck, pulling him down so their lips meet.
Shane gasps softly, and Ilya takes the opportunity to blow smoke into his open and waiting mouth.
Oh, God. Are you there? It’s me, Shane Hollander. We’ve had our differences, but I think I’d like to convert for real this time. I’m ready. Open the pearly white gates. I’m coming up.
Shane goes to a house party, gets high, then gets on his knees. bon appetite
now a multi-chapter saga bc i couldn't help myself- Language:
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21 May 2026
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Enemy Lines by winter_ninja
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 Jul 2026
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“Why the fuck do you care what happens to Rozanov?”
Shane doesn’t answer.
He’s already running for the Raiders’ locker room.
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Or, Ilya has a panic attack in the Raiders' locker room after getting a phone call from his brother telling him about his father’s death.
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21 Apr 2026
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We’d Go to The Hail Mary (And Afterwards Make Out) by GxreCxre
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
06 May 2026
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Shane Hollander met Ilya Rozanov at the Ottawa ice rink when he was seven years old. It took exactly three lessons for little Ilya to annoy his way into being Shane's one and only friend. Together, they navigate hockey, school, teachers, girls, and their ever growing, all consuming crushes on each other.
Or; What if Ilya moved to Canada when he was a child and grew up with Shane?
Or or; What if Shane had the support that he lacked growing up?
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27 Mar 2026
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What’s Wrong With Them (Affectionate) by Ef02
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Mar 2026
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NHL Enthusiast @hockey4life
This is officially the weirdest day in All Of HockeyIly-a @ilyahoezenov
So we’re agreed that they’re not actually getting married right. Like something else is going on
Hayden Pike’s 5th Child @heydenpike
Well obviously Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov aren’t actually getting married, they’ve obviously been fucking with us all dayOr:
What if Shane and Ilya decide to explode the internet by letting their friends post about their wedding, before anyone knows they're together. A chaotic way to come out if they could do it on their own terms.- Language:
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21 Feb 2026
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memories feel like weapons by only_the_golden
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
25 Apr 2026
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A teacher suggests that Shane and Ilya have their daughter assessed for autism. This brings up some unwanted emotions for Shane, who struggles as he recognizes his daughter's traits in himself.
Title from "Would've, Could've, Should've" by Taylor Swift
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- Part 7 of Autistic Shane Hollander One-Shots
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21 Feb 2026