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  1. Public Bookmark 58

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    “Captain,” Spock says carefully. “If you are insinuating something by your argument, it would be best to be direct.”

    “Insinuating—!” Jim throws his hands in the air, and Spock very quickly gets the impression that he has made things much, much worse. “I’m not insinuating anything! Look, I mean it when I say it’s none of my business. You can find a nice Vulcan girl or something, I’m sure your dad would like that. Maybe Uhura will find somebody at a starbase, who knows? Certainly not up to me, is it?”

    “And you?” Spock says quietly. Curiously, he finds himself dreading the answer.

    Jim drains the last of his drink, grimacing as it goes down. He plays with the bottom of the cup against the table, twirling it on its edge. He refuses to meet Spock’s eyes, glaring into the grain of the wood. Finally, he speaks. “I don’t think that concerns you,” he says icily.

    Something deep in Spock’s throat expands.

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    A mysterious illness leaves Spock in mortal danger. Will he find a way to survive this mission (and his Captain's rejection)?

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  2. Rec 7

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    Hanahaki disease is a distinctly human affliction, and even in humans it is rare. One must have a genetic predisposition for it, as well as end up in a situation where they repress incredibly strong feelings for someone rather than act on them.

    It was believed that since Spock is majority Vulcan, copper-blood and all, that he would not be predisposed.

    And yet, the petals still fall.

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  3. Public Bookmark 57

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    After the events of Amok Time, Kirk provides Spock with some comforting companionship... and more. The intimacy they share opens something between them - perhaps something that will save them both.

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  4. Public Bookmark 28

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    Post Amok Time, Spock's subconscious mind is not quite as capable of suppressing an emotional scene as his conscious one.

    He sleepwalks.

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    While the Enterprise is stopped at a starbase to help with repairs, Jim and Spock make plans to see what the base has to offer. Jim looks forward to spending time alone with Spock, but when a man shows up from Spock's past, Jim fears that he may get in the way of their plans.

    Written for K/S Advent Calendar 2025

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    25 May 2026