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    After starting their charity together, Shane and Ilya must hunker down in their secret relationship for the long game. As much as it pains both of them, they're pros at this now, and it's better than what they had before. Shane can handle the pressure, his mom, his team, the NHL - he has for years, and Ilya can shake off whatever is weighing him down. It's not like he has to say goodbye to Russia yet anyway. Everything will be fine as long as they communicate and can trust the few people who know about them. And they can, right?

    (OR - A fix-it of The Long Game)

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    23 Apr 2026

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    “It’s just that—I died,” Buck continues, voice unsteady enough that Eddie wonders if this is the first time he’s acknowledged that out loud. “I died, and there’s so much more. There’s so much more I want to do, things I don’t even know I want to do yet, and I almost had the chance to have and live them taken away. I don’t want to die and regret missing out on everything else, Eddie.”

     

    “So let’s make a list,” Eddie says. “Let’s do them.”

     

    or, a bucket list that’s really about buck needing to make a change and an eddie who’s ready to do anything to see him fall in love with life again. it takes some crossing off for eddie to realise—the thing at the top of the list in his own heart? it’s been right here all along

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    02 Jun 2025

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    Eddie really liked Tommy.

    If asked, he could give a long list of reasons why.

    Tommy was an army guy, like Eddie himself, they had a lot of shared experiences.

    Tommy was witty, he always had a one liner ready to throw out.

    Tommy was into MMA, and muay thai, and he could fly Eddie to games.

    Tommy would play pickup with him even when Buck always said no.

    Tommy was good with Christopher. He had an easy charm with Eddie’s preteen son, and he had lots of stories that Christopher couldn’t quite get enough of.

    And, the most important reason, Tommy had been a huge part of the reason Athena and Bobby had survived.

    The problem was… Eddie kind of couldn’t fucking stand Tommy.

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    Eddie goes through the stages of grief watching Buck and Tommy together and gets progressively more unhinged as his jealousy builds. No bashing of Marisol or Tommy in this, they're just not right for Eddie and Buck.

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    05 Apr 2025

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    What does John see when he looks at Cas?

     

     

     

    Cas doesn’t look like a monster.

     

     

     

    But neither does Dean.

     

     

     

    John stands, slow. He holds out a hand. Calloused like Dean’s hands are calloused. Scarred the same way that Dean’s hands are scarred. There’s the smell of him in the air too. Earthy and dark, slightly sour around the edges. The room feels suddenly choked with it. Claustrophobic.

     

     

     

    Cas probably smells like the fabric softener they buy in bulk at Costco, but so does Dean so he can’t tell.

     

     

     

    John says, toneless, “I hear you’ve been driving my car.”

     

     

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    The closer you are to what you want—

    Dean's twenty-nine year old mother, his undefined relationship with Cas and their small family. Some kind of impossible reconciliation with John Winchester. Michael, out of his head, without destroying the world. His father's approval. To see the Grand Canyon.

    —The more vulnerable you are.

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    28 Dec 2024

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    For Buck realizing he's Bisexual in his 30s sucks. Realizing he's bi and hopelessly attracted to his straight single dad best friend? Reeaally sucks.

    Buck has some self reflection to do and some hard realizations to face. He's also trying to get better at taking care of himself. He's not great at it.

    *This fic will oscillate WILDLY between fluff, angst, smut and back again. Be warned!

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    26 Nov 2024