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    20 Jun 2026

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    WE LOVE EFFECTIVE THERAPY

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    Shane Hollander expected a lot out of the combine before the 2009 NHL draft: meeting the competition, impressing possible future teams and ultimately securing his spot in the NHL.

    What he didn't expect was 50 questions that were about to change his whole damn life.

    Or: How an autism diagnosis, a therapist and something magical called communication rebuild the whole trajectory of the Hollander/Rozanov saga bit by bit.

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    27 Apr 2026

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    FANTASTIC take on Shane especially but also ilya, if Shane got his autism diagnosis triggered by questionnaires in the combine. ch 20 waiting for 21

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    “Sorry,” Shane says. “It wasn’t bad, or anything. Okay, I mean, it was bad, but not bad bad. I just wasn’t enjoying it.”

    “Ah,” Ilya says. “Doctor role-play not for you? This is okay.”

    But Shane shakes his head. He fumbles to grasp at Ilya’s hand beside him, and Ilya squeezes back gratifyingly fast, which gives him the confidence to say, “No, it’s not that, it’s just—it was kind of inaccurate.”

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    Or: Shane and Ilya try doctor roleplay. It's hot in theory, but in the moment, Shane gets in his head about all the medical inaccuracies. So Ilya does some research.

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    18 Jun 2026

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    of course shane only safewords out for inaccuracy it just makes sense

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    Marlow: UHHHH
    Connors: GOOD LORD
    Carmichael: WHAT THE HELL CAP?
    Ilya: Oops
    Ilya: Wrong chat
    Ilya: Obviously
    Ilya: You’re welcome though 😏

    Or: A handful of times Shane and Ilya accidentally send sexts to a group chat, +1 time they sext in a group chat on purpose

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    18 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 10

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    They roast marshmallows after dinner and Ilya makes Shane's into s'mores so he doesn't have to risk getting his fingers sticky. Ilya is warm and solid in a way that Shane knows he hasn't been since last summer. There are still pieces of blankness in him that Shane will catch in the corner of his eye—Ilya staring off at a fixed point over breakfast, a missed laugh, a sudden silence here and there—but they are rapidly decreasing in frequency. I don't think I want to play hockey anymore.

      Okay, Shane finally tells this truth. Okay, I hear you. It's killing you. I get it.

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    18 Jun 2026