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Here’s what keeps getting worse, what Jayce probably should have seen from the beginning. Viktor carves himself mercilessly open, over and over, and it’s not even a fucking metaphor.
Viktor and his skin picking disorder, after everything.
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22 Jul 2026
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Carpe Diem, Libera Noctem by JetTheRooster
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
17 Apr 2026
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"So… are you going to tell me what's going on with you?" Ilya asked just as Shane popped a dill pickle in his mouth.
"What do you mean?" Shane kept his gaze fixed on his empty plate.
"Come on, Hollander. I've known you long enough to see that something is wrong. Tell."
Shane let out a long breath and leaned back on the couch. "The summer wasn't… good."
Ilya remained quiet, waiting, leaving him space to explain.
"A friend died."
Shane is confronted with mortality and makes a spur-of-the-moment decision to visit Ilya.
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- Part 3 of Russian Lessons
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22 Jul 2026
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Shane liked The Centaurs. He really did.
The Centaurs lose in the finals. Shane and Ilya host a dinner party.
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22 Jul 2026
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“Game is over,” he says. “You won. I lost. I was annoying. Normal.”
“That’s not—” Shane starts, then stops, because he actually doesn't know how to finish that thought without sounding like an idiot. His jaw works, teeth grinding together.
That's not what I meant. That's not the point. You said I was boring and you were right and I need you to say it again so I know where I stand, so I know what you think of me, so I can stop waiting for the other shoe to drop.
He settles for: “You were kind of an asshole.”
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22 Jul 2026
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bone-deep ache by carpcatfish
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
10 May 2026
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Shane was tired.
It had only been two months since he joined the Centaurs, he shows up to practice and it's like a switch turns on where he just pretends.
Pretends he likes Boodram's ideas for Shane-inclusive barbecue food, which just makes him feel different and needy because he's the only one in their team who's this rigid. Pretends that he likes Hayes’ teasing about his awkward habits in front of everyone else, which pisses him off, coming from the guy who brings up Green Lantern comics every other practice. Pretends he likes Harris asking him excited questions about his relationship with Ilya, if the topic doesn't still make him want to rip off his skin. Pretends his life and career weren't uprooted exactly how he feared— leaving him in a shitty team.
Or: Shane wasn't prepared for every aspect of his life to be uprooted the moment his relationship with Ilya went public. He is happy, he thinks, but adjusting to team dynamics, moving away from Montreal, living with Ilya and Anya is prove to be perfect storm for burnout.
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22 Jul 2026