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    Each day, Kaveh is transferred to a different parallel reality, and in every single one of those, he and Alhaitham are together:

    Waking up in Alhaitham’s arms felt more familiar on the third day. By the fourth, it was fully expected and, by the fifth, he found himself snuggling into those warm arms and sometimes smiling at the “Good morning, sweetheart,” before reminding himself of the situation and sitting down a very confused Alhaitham for a very confusing conversation. It’s not you he loves, he reminded himself, time and time again.

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    06 Jul 2026

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    “Fuck you.”

    Dazai leans an arm on the machine, shamelessly checking him out. “Down. I get off in 5 minutes.”

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    Looking to buy wine and XL condoms before hitting the club, the last thing Chuuya expects is to be hit on by the pretty employee assisting him at the malfunctioning self-checkout machine.

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    18 Jun 2026

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    my love letter to nakahara chuuya for his birthday. told through the eyes of those that love and praise him.

    seven fics which can be read standalone but are also a single story across seven "chapters" detailing skk falling in love, dazai leaving, chuuya finding comfort elsewhere, and finally, dazai coming home and earning chuuya back.

    ft. way too many references to the cosmos, dazai and tachihara treating chuuya like a god (bc he is one), and chuuya finally falling in love and being loved as he deserves in return.

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    18 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 55

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    When Chuuya became an executive and moved into his penthouse, he bought a bigger bed. It doesn’t matter much because the only person he really wants to share it with is as good as dead (but not dead, never really dead, that piece of shit would survive a nuclear winter along with the cockroaches, but he is still so far out of reach, even if to this day Chuuya is getting calls from random, heartbroken women). In between fucking on cramped single mattresses and couches and supply closets in HQ, they had never known the luxury of a bed that could fit the both of them. He had thought it’d be a nice change, if he ever had the chance again.

    OR: nakahara chuuya falls in love, christens every part of yokohama, gets together with his ex-partner, and participates in a prison break. in that order, more or less.

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    14 Jun 2026

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    Somehow their predicament of falling on top of each other in dire situations is nothing new, Chuuya disgruntledly thinks, but it becoming a hindrance?

    Now that’s a first…

    In which they’re inconveniently stuck in the dark, and Dazai’s too stubborn to admit how injured he actually is. Angst ensues.


    NOW AVAILABLE AS A PODFIC (Chapter 1, Chapter 2)!!

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    11 Jun 2026