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A year after Demon Dean found out about Sam's castration, they've settled into a new routine- Dean takes what he wants, and Sam mostly tolerates (if not secretly likes) giving him what he wants.
Except, deep down, there's still a little inkling of hope in Sam's heart of something normal. It's an accidental show of disobedience when he opens his computer and searches up those videos of women in pleasure. His mind can't help but wander and imagine what it would be like to be the one getting them there.
Dean's response when he finds out is not quite what Sam was expecting, but under that show of pity is a much more sinister, devilish plan. A plan that Sam, unbeknownst to him, is about to play right into.
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- Part 3 of castrated sammy (the full collection)
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21 Jun 2026
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When fireman Dean Smith rescues Sam Jones from his burning apartment, he can't begin to imagine what kind of impact the strangely vulnerable young man will have on his life. Not an AU.
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17 Sep 2025
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After the armored truck heist, Neil goes out to eat. But it isn't Eady he meets there... It's Vincent.
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24 Aug 2025
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House witnesses Cameron and Wilson together. Fireworks ensue. Spoilery for Season 2 of House, up to Daddy’s Boy. And then it goes AU, because the canon-writers really annoyed me that season.
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23 Jul 2025
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Season 3. While investigating a rash of magically-induced hook ups, Sam and Dean get hit with a fuck or die curse. It would be a lot easier to deal with if the witch wasn't being such a smug bitch about it all.
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06 Jul 2025
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Sam and Dad are fighting. No surprise, but it's the weekend before Valentine's Day and Dean isn't missing out on the chance to bang a cheerleader just to console his bratty little brother. He does bring back a heart shaped balloon for him, though.
It's not supposed to be cursed.
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21 Jun 2025
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“So,” Dean says, hesitantly. “This is a dream then?”
Sam blinks, confused. “Well, obviously.”
“Huh,” Dream-Dean says and scratches his neck. He shifts awkwardly from his right to his left foot but otherwise stays where he is.
Sam rubs his face. He isn’t entirely sure why they are having this conversation. He isn’t entire sure why Dean is still here.
“So if you didn’t come to kill me,” he asks, “then what do you want?”
Dream-Dean frowns. “I don’t know,” he says slowly. “I guess I just wanted to make sure you are okay.”
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20 Jun 2025
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Stupid. He is so goddamn fucking stupid. Running his mouth like a fucking idiot, not knowing when to leave well enough alone.
Bad enough that he just practically talked dirty to his little brother, which, Christ – he must be more stressed than he thought if his self-control mechanisms have started malfunctioning that badly.
But no, no, he came up with a scenario straight out of a bad slasher film, as if that is something normal people talk dirty about, as if that is something Sam would seriously enjoy. As if –
As if Dean hadn’t hunted his own brother through the maze of the bunker, eyes black and hammer raised to strike, not even a full year ago. As if Sam hadn’t, just a few weeks back, knelt at his feet, neck bared, waiting for Dean to deal a fatal blow with a fucking scythe.
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16 Jun 2025
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Of course, Dean thinks derisively as his fingers slip to the shallow but a bleeder of a cut on Sam’s neck, skin buzzing. Burning. He’s livid and he wants to choke Sam out and chain him to the goddamn wall but that’s kinda counterproductive of what he’s trying to do— Sam just had to play fucking hero.
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12 Jun 2025
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“Sammy,” Dean mumbles, and it sounds thick in the back of his throat. He twists, one of his fingers slipping into a belt loop. Pulling. Tugging. Sam follows. Always does.
“Stop making that face.”
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12 Jun 2025
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“Do it.” Sam spits out.
Lucifer raises an eyebrow. He presses his knife down harder against the base of Sam's penis, but Sam doesn’t break eye contact.
“Do it? Really?” Lucifer asks. He seems amused. Sam pushes himself up to sit taller, hands braced on the bathtub. He keeps his eyes locked to Lucifer’s.
“You’re not real. This isn’t any different from the cage.” Sam says, and for the first time, Lucifer looks surprised. “So yeah. Do it.”
AKA- that fic where Sam gets his dick cut off by Hallucifer, and Demon Dean reaps the benefits.
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- Part 1 of castrated sammy (the full collection)
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04 May 2025
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Dean Winchester has hit his brother before. In anger. When he deserved it. With his righteous right hand closed into a furious fist, he has distributed what he believes to be justice. It is not just his duty to keep Sam corrected, collecting penance, it is his right.
This isn’t that.
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We all have our breaking points.Bookmarked by xam
01 May 2025
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No Hard Feelings by orphan_account
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
14 Jul 2019
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Nearly a decade after Tony Stark saved the universe with a snap of the Infinity Gauntlet, Peter Parker thinks he's made peace with the loss, and put the past behind him. And then Mr. Stark shows up in his kitchen one night, and it becomes clear that isn't true. What is he supposed to do when his old mentor keeps showing up to interrupt his new life?
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10 Feb 2025
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It's Dean's eighteenth birthday, and there's only one thing he wants. Sam really should be more grateful—there are a thousand things Dean can think up off the top of his head that's so much worse than giving it up for your big brother.
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22 Jun 2024
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Dean gets a fleshlight. Sam feels it when Dean uses it. It only gets dirtier from there.
Weecest, PWP.
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22 Jun 2024
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AU. Dean grows up in the backseat of a 1967 Chevy Impala. Sam grows up in foster care.
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10 Jun 2024
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When you’re horny and alone with one person in one room for a long time and you’re sixteen and all you’ve ever been taught is to love your brother more than anything, it doesn’t seem like that far of a leap to start imagining what his mouth would feel like around your dick.
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09 Jun 2024
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What he wants from Sam isn’t wrong, not exactly, but it rests at the precipice of wrongness, one gentle nudge might send him over and beyond. He only wants to live their lives ensnared by each other, half-feral as they’ve always been, in want of nothing and no one else and owing nothing to the world. He’s ready to risk letting it all burn if it means he can hold onto Sam a little longer. He’s never bothered asking why.
(except now time and circumstance forces Dean to recognize he's in love with his brother)
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14 May 2024
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A/B/O AU. As a beta, Sam shouldn’t even be attracted to his alpha brother (much less be yearning for Dean to finally take that last step into claiming him officially) but, a few compatibility issues aside, they’re happy with the pseudo-mateship they’ve got going on. At least, until a hunt-gone-wrong ends up with Sam being cursed into an omega. He and Dean race to find a way to reverse the spell before it’s too late…but now Sam’s not entirely sure if he even wants to be cured.
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12 May 2024
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Dean stepped forward again, a strange kind of patience in the action, and Sam flattened himself back against the car, hands up, knife in the left just a useless afterthought at this point. “No, Dean, wait! You can— There’s something else we can do.”
Dean sneered at him, but he just shifted his weight to his other hip, didn’t go for Sam again immediately, and that was something at least. “Oh yeah?” He said it like he was humoring him, probably thought he was letting Sam stall for his own amusement. “And what’s that?”
Sam straightened a little, made himself look Dean right in the eyes, and most of all, did not let himself think. “You can fuck me.”
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05 May 2024