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    “Ilya,” Shane says warningly, but he’s too late as the grin unfurls across Ilya’s face. “I said no laughing,” he snaps, glaring at him. “You’re laughing.”

    Ilya shakes his head. “Is not at you, sweetheart,” he says, unable and unwilling to stop his beaming. “I am just—happy. To share this with you.” He meets Shane’s eyes. “You are—singularity,” he says, careful with his pronunciation. “My favorite.”

    Shane goes red so fast, Ilya worries about his heart for a second.

    “I just want to know you,” Shane murmurs, closing his eyes when Ilya lifts his hand up and strokes through his hair. “I miss you when you aren't around, and I want to carry the little bits of you I can.”

    OR: Shane has some questions. Ilya always seems to have an answer. (And one time, Ilya has a question, too.)

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    09 Jul 2026

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    It sits with him.

    And there were no nice men in Montreal?

    It burns in his mind, a slow, dreadful smolder. It fogs across his thoughts, cloying and terrible. What a stupid, awful question. What a fucking weird thing to say about his—about his boyfriend.

    No nice men in Montreal?

    And all he'd said was I don't know.

    He's a terrible person.

    OR: Shane thinks he should be better at this whole boyfriend thing, no matter how new it is.

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    08 Jul 2026

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    It's then that the alert comes though.

    It buzzes his phone lightly as the headline comes across the top of his screen, yet he only catches the words 'Ilya Rozanov' before the alert goes away.

    He clicks over to it, assuming it'll be a highlight from one of last season's games. They may not have won the cup that season, but they made playoffs. Shane was certain they'd get it this year.

    Only, when the article opens it doesn't say something like 'Ilya Rozanov, Best Goals Breakdown' or 'Ilya Rozanov, Craziest Come Back' instead it says:

    'Ilya Rozanov, Beloved Husband, Captain, and Friend. Dead at Thirty-one'

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    Ilya takes a brand deal without Shane out of the country. Somehow, his plane gets diverted to Moscow, Russia. As an out, bisexual, man married to a gay man, it isn't exactly where he wants to be. Yet he has no choice, and when someone tries to kill him, he isn't fast enough to stop the news from breaking and his world from slowly crumbling around him.
    OR or:
    Alexei is a piece of shit, Ilya is presumed dead, Shane loses his fucking mind. It's all downhill for a while but thing's start looking up eventually.

    (HE IS NOT DEAD)

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    07 Jul 2026

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    It starts with Troy Barrett coming out to Ilya Rozanov.

    Then they start having sleepovers, drinking beer, watching movies, talking about their feelings, and gushing about their crushes (of course, no one can know about that last part).

    Shane is totally fine with Ilya's new friend.
    Fine with them going to gay bars and spending time in each other's hotel rooms.

    So why does he suddenly want to punch Troy Barrett every time Ilya talks about him?

    Or: Shane is jealous of Troy and Ilya's newfound friendship.

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    07 Jul 2026

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    «It’s just a little crush. It was bound to happen to him eventually. He’s slept with countless people, and finally, one managed to worm into his heavily guarded heart. He knows, like most things in his life, it’ll pass. Shane will leave like everyone else, and Ilya will move on. He doesn’t need to dwell on it, doesn’t need to push him away. He likes Shane anyway, so even when this whole thing fizzles, they can probably remain friends. Ilya wants that. Wants to be able to listen to Shane ramble about his workout routine or whatever documentary he watched that week. Wants to tease him about how he always falls asleep during movies or takes the rules too seriously in any game he plays. That’s friendship stuff, Ilya tells himself. They can be friends.»

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    College au where Shane moves home after being outed and becomes a little more than friends with hockey captain Ilya Rozanov

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    05 Jul 2026