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It twists him, turns him, curls in his chest like something alive, something he knows but can’t dare to name. Chuuya curses the red-black petals that fall from his lips, these nearly rotten things that tear him apart from the inside out. Part of him wants to rip his own traitorous heart out, through a ribcage shattered by feelings he can’t contain.
Anger is easy, a thing he’s learned to control. This— whatever the hell this is— is not.
Or at least it’s easier to feel as though this is beyond his own control, because Chuuya is not in love.
(It feels like a lie even to himself.)
After he's hit by a strange ability, Chuuya is forced to consider truths he'd much rather keep hidden- but not everything is as simple it seems.
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02 Jul 2026
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never been a fan of hanahaki BUT this one made me change my mind <333
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Dazai knows exactly what to do to take Chuuya’s mind off the shitty day he’s had… proving that sometimes actions are more efficient than words.
Or: Dazai gives Chuuya multiple orgasms to help him get out of his head for a bit.
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5 times Chuuya and Dazai didn't talk and just made out, and 1 time where they talked just a little bit.
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- Part 1 of Domestic Soukoku
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Bookmarked by yoobiese
29 Jun 2026
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There wasn’t an absence of loss in Chuuya’s life. For as long as he could remember, there was something inside him begging to belong, and as life changed around him, and as the hole was filled, overflowed and emptied several times over, a concept became an acquaintance, and an acquaintance became a friend.
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A small study of grief and life afterwards, with Nakahara Chuuya.Series
- Part 5 of Domestic Soukoku
Bookmarked by yoobiese
28 Jun 2026
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how come i’ve never read this before man? this was so soft and delicate and beautifully written
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Dazai is a mess at weddings, in other people's beds, and in his own skin.
There is no manual on fixing him, so no one tries.Chuuya doesn't know if he can live with that.
Bookmarked by yoobiese
28 Jun 2026