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    Shane’s whining beneath him, head thrown back, exposing the long column of his neck and rutting up against Ilya. Ilya licks up his throat, nibbling at Shane’s jaw, before his lips brush the shell of Shane’s ear.

    “Tell me what you want.”

    The reply is instant.

    “You.”

    or: after his drunken confession, shane keeps avoiding ilya. at a student party ilya finally gets the chance to speak to him.
    part 2 to Close to Me

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    13 Jul 2026

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    the sexual tension in this is soooo good, I love my babies who clearly have communication issues lol

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    “Your space is nice,” Hollander whispers back, leaning in, breath warm against Ilya’s chest. “Smells like mint.”

    Ilya stops breathing.

    Hollander’s eyes are half-lidded, dazed, soft in a way Ilya has never seen. “Ilya,” he murmurs.

    And Ilya nearly chokes. The first name. His actual first name. Whispered like something intimate. Sacred. They’ve never called each other by their first name. Always Hollander. Always Rozanov. Ilya is so stunned he almost doesn’t process the next words, almost can’t translate them despite living in the States for almost four years now.

    or: ilya is spiraling about what his roomate could be doing on a random tuesday night. he's not prepared when the night takes an unexpected turn.

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    10 Jul 2026

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    I absolutely love how infatuated they are with one another, how they long and yearn for the other, completely unaware of their feelings. Ugh, J love myself some sweet, oblivious losers.

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    “Dude, you have scratches covering your back,” he says. “Literally scabbed over, which means they must’ve bled at some point.”
    “Ah. I please my lover.” Ilya shrugs and pulls his t-shirt on. “Sorry if you don’t know the feeling.”

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    five times their teams find out they're freaks + one time they find out that they're freaks together

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    09 Jul 2026

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    Love my little freaks

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    Ilya ignored the request from the NHL twice. The first time they asked through his agent, the second time the director of marketing called his personal number directly. He never got along with the league as a player, and he certainly didn't need to make them happy now.

    The next attempt to reach him was harder to ignore. A phone call from an unknown number. A voicemail that made his blood run cold.

    "Hi Ilya. This is Rose Landry. We've never met, but Shane speaks so highly of you. I think the NHL has been trying to get in touch. Shane said you probably wouldn't talk to them. But...think about it, ok? I know it would mean a lot to him."

    The final request crumbled his resolve. The caller ID blinked "Jane," and Ilya stared at it.

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    Canon divergence, Shane and Ilya are estranged for a decade. Shane finally reaches out to Ilya when he retires.

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    07 Jul 2026

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    this one is truly beautiful, I can totally picture this happening, Shane being too afraid and Ilya being too pushy… This part: “Twenty one years, and Shane didn't know if the man he loved snored in his sleep” killed something in me, it ached so deeply. They truly have spent 5eir whole lives loving each other. It makes me sick (I love them).

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    “Hello,” Ilya repeats, still kind of stuck on those freckles.

    “Hi?” the man says.

    “Hi,” Ilya says—again.

    Oh god, he's said hello three times now. He should literally say anything else. His name, probably. His phone number, preferably.

    “Hi,” Ilya says again, because he can’t help it. “I am—”

    “Are you Nick?” the man asks, and it comes out as a breathless sound.

    OR: Shane gets stood up on a blind date, and Ilya comes to the rescue, and proceeds to make a series of questionable decisions.

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    27 Jun 2026

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    this is definitely one of my favorite works on Ilya and Shane jajajajaj I laughed, cringed and screamed sooo much reading this

    I love that Ilya is absolutely obsessed with Shane in every universe, they are so chaotic and I was literally dying whenever Shane was close to finding out the lie

    I love that this is entirely shaped as a romcom, I don’t support this irl at all jajajaj fuck men who lie and catfish, but yay Ilya, go get your man!