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   Ritual Bluff by doylestanov

   Fandoms: Original Work, Original - Fandom  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M, F/M
   • Work in Progress

   22 May 2020

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Drunk Sex
   • Homophobia
   • Closeted Character
   • Bisexual Male Character
   • Gay Male Character
   • r/relationships nightmare
   • Internalized Homophobia
   • Digital Art
   • not actually in first person
   • Toxic Masculinity
   • Unhealthy Relationships
   • poor communication
   • Self-Harm
   • Unsafe Sex

   Summary

   I (21M) hooked up with my ex-girlfriend’s (20F) new boyfriend (22M)

   A few weeks ago, my gf dumped me. It was harsh but I pretended to be okay with it. Then I found out she’d been cheating on me for the entire last month of our relationship. I was going through a rough patch at the time and learning she’d been playing me really stung. Then my ex hosted a New Years party. I got wasted and went there looking for trouble. Just to spite her, I started making out with her new boyfriend, but things got way out of control and we wound up hooking up.

   I’m not into guys, but I kind of liked it?

   What do I do?

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   30,084

   Chapters:

   5/6

   Comments:

   290

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   2,250

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